I waved to mother and BI Sumi in front of the yard. Hopefully later I can visit my mother back in this village. Hm, it's sad too have to part like this. Even though I could be here every day. But that doesn't seem possible. Because I'm already married. Now I look to the future with the focus on riding a motorcycle. Occasionally I also look up at the evening sky which is beautifully orange in color with clouds of different shapes. After passing through the rice fields now I'm already on the main road. My hometown is not too far away. Maybe if you ride a motorbike like this it will take twenty minutes. Now I have arrived in front of my house. Yes my house. The house I bought with Mas Bara. I parked far in front of the house which is not too wide. I looked at the house with a sick feeling..my mind kept ringing on how Mas Bara was with Arum in bed at that time. Yes they are both even in my room. It's so sad what happened to me. I exhaled loudly. I'm trying to steel myself. I will not be willing if the actor named Arum steals my happiness. Hopefully I can maintain my household with Mas Bara. "Bismillah O Allah! I can definitely get through all this, "I said firmly in my heart. I drove my motorbike back. Now the motorbike has arrived at the front door of the house and I parked it next to Mas Bara's car.

walked slowly into the house while carrying my pink suitcase. "Bella?" called Mas Bara with both eyes bulging. His voice is low. "Why, sir?" I asked confused. “Sshh... Here, I'll take this suitcase to the back. You meet mom right now. Mama is already in the living room," explained Mas Bara in a whisper. I just went according to what he said. Hmm, what else can I do. This is what I have to do to protect my mother-in-law's heart. "Mama?" I called to see mom who was watching TV with Mirna, my household assistant. Mama saw me with a beaming face. "Where have you been Bella? Mama has been waiting for you since earlier," Mama tried to stand up using a wooden stick that was only up to her waist. I just got closer to him. "Just sit down, Ma," I said gently as I held her arms carefully.

I immediately kissed the back of his hand warmly. I haven't been home for a month maybe. I haven't had the chance to visit either. "So you really finished shopping for make up?" asked mom. Make-up shopping? It must be Mas Bara who said that I was shopping for make up. I just smiled while nodding. "Where's the stuff? How come there isn't any, "exclaimed my mother, looking to my right and left, there were no grocery bags. "Oh yes, it was the same friend ma. So I missed it at my friend, "I pretended to answer. "Oh, I see," Mom nodded understandingly with a smile. "Oh yes, tonight we will cook together, Bella," said the woman with almost all white hair. The short hair looked silky. "You're not tired, are you? "It just arrived, it's time to cook," "No, dear. In fact, I'm really happy that I want to cook with you quickly," said Mama with a shining face. Mas Bara appears with a face pretending to be happy. He smiled and sat next to mom. Because Mirna went to the kitchen. "New recipe huh, Ma?" I asked as if joining enthusiastically. "Yeah, you know. You've never gotten a recipe for marinated tofu from Mama, have you?” Mama asked looking into my eyes. I shook my head. "Not yet, Mom. But Bella never tried anyway. But it's not good. Bella has tried it at warteg, Mah," “This time must be delicious. We'll do it together later." "Wow! So can't wait to try it. It must be really delicious,” said Mas Bara, smiling. Man, I'm sick of his face. This hurts so much. You have to pretend to be happy in front of your own in-laws.

Mama who was in the middle suddenly held my hand and Mas Bara. He put our hands on his thighs. The grip was very tight and warm. "How are you? are you okay?" Mama asked by looking at me and then Mas Bara. "We're always fine, Mom. Although sometimes yes there are small fights. But that's normal. It'll be better later. Isn't that right, Bella?” Mas Bara looked at me with a forced smile. "Oh yes, Mom. It's true what Mas Bara said," I said with a forced smile. "Good, then what about Bella? You're not late yet?" Mama asked making me look down. "If later Allah has given us children. Surely mom will be informed by me and Bella. Now Bella is not pregnant yet, Ma," answered Mas Bara. As if to protect me from mama's questions. "Oh, it's okay, Bella. Maybe it is not yet time. Maybe you two are just now given some time. So we can be romantic all the time, right?” Mama made my hand and Mas Bara's hand stick. Mama tightly gripped my fist and Mas Bara. "Yes, Mom. That is very correct. Bara is also happy to be romantic with Bella for the past five years. If you already have children, it's already been romantic for a long time," said Mas Bara cleverly lying. That face really wanted me to punch it. But I'm still sane in front of mama. "Later, mama will make you joss drinks. So that you can have children. Okay?" said mama with the spirit of four five. I smiled bitterly. Ouch! What drink will I drink later? It must taste really bad.