NIRWANA
By Ivan Maulana Rizky
Date: August 1, 2024
Ch. 6Chapter 6:Disappointed


The air suddenly became cold, the light of life seemed to disappear, the blue sky turned into a mega-cloudy sky.

"Frans, can you give me some time?"

Seira spoke again, trying to lighten the silent atmosphere in the room. 

"5 years is a very long time. If you still don't know between love and gratitude, you have amnesia about your desire to marry me. I'll give you the rest of your life, pretend we never met."

It was like thunder splitting the earth when Seiran heard Fransis' words. She didn't mean to separate from the man, but wasn't sure about her feelings. 

"Frans, don't be like that." Seira moved her hand to grab Fransis's hand, but the man pushed the tiny hand away.

Fransis left Seiran without any desire to listen to Seiran's explanation.

Disappointed and hurt, that's what Fransis is feeling right now, his dreams and hopes seem to have just disappeared.

I don't know if he was able to see such a beautiful world, but the time that God gave him seemed not enough to wait for Seiran's feelings of confidence. 

Seira sobbed, she slowly turned around to look at Fransis' back as he disappeared behind the door.

Between happiness and pity, when he saw Seiran and Fransis arguing, Ferdinand took a few steps towards Seiran.

"Miss, don't cry. Fransis just needed to calm himself down. Apart from Miss, Fransis never hopes to marry anyone."

Seira turned her attention to the man." Francis really loves me? But why? I don't have anything, I'm just a blind girl that he picked up and joked about until he said he wanted to marry him."

"Miss, Fransis never took what Miss said as a joke. Fransis is very happy, he's just not good at expressing himself." 

Ferdinand explained to Seiran again that he hoped that even though Fransis and Seiran could not get married, they would still be friends. 

Seiran increasingly feels guilty. For 5 years, Fransis looked after her, making her look like a beautiful princess even without eyesight. But now it actually makes the man angry and disappointed. 

"I will explain to Fransis. I hope he can give me time to understand the meaning of our relationship so far."

Ferdinand nodded in agreement. "Okay, then let's go home, Miss."

Seira nodded, the two of them left the hospital room.

Meanwhile...

Fransis stood in front of a modern minimalist house, without any intention of knocking on the door. 

Not long after, the door opened, a black-haired man with sapphire eyes was surprised to see Fransis standing with a blank expression.

"Oh my God, Yellow!" 

Without saying anything, Fransis entered the house even before the owner of the house asked him to. 

Mizuruky Ivan, the owner of the house, looked back and shook his head in surprise at Fransis' attitude.

Ivan closed the door again, then walked after Fransis, the man with golden yellow hair sat on one of the sofas in the living room. 

"Is it with you? Your cold aura is becoming stronger?"

Ivan walked to the refrigerator and took several bottles of high alcohol drinks and put them on the table. 

The sapphire-haired man sat on the sofa in front of Fransis. 

"I heard that Siran came back from England? Does that mean you two will get married soon?"

"He doesn't want to marry me." Fransis grabbed a bottle of beer and drank it straight from the bottle. 

"Ha?" Ivan looked at Fransis, who was in a mess. His friend looked very sad. 

"Didn't he really want to marry you? I remember when you took him, he was very clingy and spoiled."

"I don't know, maybe after being able to see him, he changed his interest in me. Maybe he thought that the person he was with wasn't me." 

Fransis took another sip of the beer. He didn't care about his body condition, which would get worse if he drank high alcohol. 

Ivan increasingly didn't understand. "How is that possible? Is it because he thought you were a very humorous person?"

Fransis stopped drinking for a moment, looked at his friend with knitted eyebrows. 

"Don't you know that a girl likes a guy who is warm and little likes to tease? That's why I gave you that kind of drama." 

Ivan smiled meaningfully, remembering that he used to like to give Fransis his drama scripts. He asked Fransis to use the dialogue in the script with Seiran. 

Fransis was silent thinking about Ivan's words. If Seiran thinks that Fransis is a humorous person, it means that the girl loves the male character that her best friend once played, not himself.

"The character of a husband is the best and always gentle with his wife. I'm sure any woman would like a character like that," said Ivan, continuing his words. 

"Maybe she likes people like Ferdinand, cheerful and romantic," said Fransis. 

Ivan increasingly didn't understand how Ferdinand, who was full of deceit, could be compared to his friend who was sincere even though he was like a refrigerator. 

If only Fransis knew what Ferdinand was like, perhaps Fransis wouldn't be willing to make Ferdinand a friend. 

Fransis got up from his seat and walked into Ivan's room. 

Ivan took a deep breath. "Looks like he hijacked my room again."

Ivan got up from his seat. "I'd better go for a walk while I'm on holiday."

"Frans, I'm going out first. Make yourself at home."

The man took the car keys and left the house.

In the room, Fransis was silent while looking at the ceiling of his friend's room. 

"I thought that you loved me as much as I love you. Apparently you only love that drama character."

Mansion Lonenlis 

Ferdinand stopped the car at the trunk, then opened the car door for Seiran.

Seiran looked at the row of parked cars, and he couldn't see the car Fransis had been using. 

"Is Francis not home yet?"

"Maybe he went to Ivan's house," answered Ferdinand.

"Who is Ivan?" Seira asked curiously.

"A movie star, Miss, do you want to take a break or eat first?"

Ferdinand diverted the conversation to Fransis and Ivan. He wanted to enjoy time alone with the girl. 

Seiran didn't answer Ferdinand's question, he walked past the man.

Confused and feeling empty and feeling guilty, this was the first time in 5 years that he and Fransis had an argument. 

Seiran's footsteps didn't seem to be moving, when she arrived in front of Fransis' room, she stared at the door for a long time.

"Frans, I'm sorry. I've disappointed you. Could you go home? I want to talk to you."

There was no answer from inside the room, meaning that Fransis was not in there. 

Ferdinand looked at Seiran annoyed. He didn't want to see the girl sad just because Fransis wasn't with her, even though he was sorry, he was also happy.

Ferdinand took his cellphone and called Fransis.

"Hm."

"Where are you?! Seira is looking for you!"

At Ivan's house...

Fransis stood in front of the sink, his stomach was nauseous, and his head ached, but he didn't feel comfortable leaving Ferdinand's call unanswered. 



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