Me: Hello Ryan. Maya asked me to give you this file.

He looks up suddenly and ticks when he sees me. His eyes immediately descend from my face to my breasts.

Ryan: You've made up my mind to torture my mind at what I see sweetheart.

Me: I don't know what you're talking about. I just came to bring you this file. Good bye Ryan.

I stand up and head for the door, taking care to walk slowly, wiggling my behind. I know he's watching and I'm willing to bet he's cramped in his pants.

Maya and I are now sitting in the restaurant and waiting for our meals.

Maya: I called mom today. You should call him more often.

Me: To tell him what? I tried a few times to put the pieces back together but each time she knocked me over. I no longer want to hear insults of all kinds on my little person.

Maya: But she is your mother and you will always need her in your life, honey, never forget her. A mother, always remains a mother.

Me: Does she ask after me when you call her?

Maya: Uh ...

Me: Don't lie, Maya.

Maya: Ok no but it's because she's still in pain.

Me: I am in pain too, but I have turned the page. It's been three years and if she still hasn't moved on I don't think she will now.

Maya: She will.

Me: Ok now let's change the subject please.

" Can I join you ? "

My heart skips a beat when I recognize Ryan's voice behind me. Maya accepts and he complies. Our eyes meet and he winks at me. What problem does he have? Our dishes arrive and he just orders a glass of fruit juice. As the three of us discuss everything and nothing, I feel something rise on my thigh. I jump slightly thinking it might be a bug but when Ryan's hand grabs my thigh as if to calm myself down I stay quiet. He resumes his ride, guiding his fingers towards this dangerous area and I stupidly spread my thighs slightly. His fingers stay on the surface and stroke me over my underside. I'm going to go crazy so much I kill myself not to let out a moan. He continues his work without looking at me. When he wants to move his hand away I grab him to get him to continue but he manages to extricate himself without attracting attention. I think I am being led to my own game because I really want to. After lunch, I take my leave and go home, but I'm not at ease. I decide to take a nap to get over this urge, which is becoming unbearable. When I wake up it's 6 p.m. and Maya is already home. I'm getting ready to go to the club to work but when I see lingerie in my closet that I've bought but haven't had a chance to yet bring up an idea forms in my mind. I call Florien with a cough and tell him I'm sick. He gives me permission not to come to work tonight and I finish making myself conquered. I take a taxi to Ryan's place. I've already got it all in my head. I knock frantically on his door to make it seem like I'm in a hurry and the gentleman comes to open the door by half wearing his tank top. I lick my lips in my head, he's so naughty. He asks me to enter what I'm doing before facing him again. My gaze slides down her body and I'm like, yeah God created you my dear.

Ryan: Here the earth what can I do for you?
Me (picking up): Uh yes by the way I lost my earring and I don't know if it stayed in your car.

Ryan: You didn't get in my car today.

Me: Yes no I'm talking about yesterday when we were going clubbing.

Ryan: No she isn't or I would have seen her since you only wear big curls.

Me: OK ok thanks. Well, goodbye.

Ryan: Did you come all this way for a loop that costs 600 FCFA?

Me: Yes because she is precious to me, man who wears watches that cost billions. Tchrrrr what bad luck.

He smirks and slips his hands into his pockets. He's sexy when he does that. Tchrrrr he will intimidate who even. I say goodbye to him and walk past him to exit but he holds me by the arm and sticks me against the wall. He slowly brings his face closer to mine, his hands resting on either side of my face. The way he's staring at me bothers me a bit. He has pretty little brown eyes. When her lips are a few millimeters from mine, I close my eyes waiting for the kiss. I even pull my mouth to his lips.

Ryan (blowing close to my lips) How did you know where I lived?

Isn't he serious !? I open my eyes in surprise and meet his mischievous smile.

Me: You don't ask that kind of question when you're about to kiss a girl.

Ryan: I never told you I was going to kiss you.

Me: In that case what are you doing in this position?

Ryan: I just wanted to see how you would react.

Me (ashamed): But you're kidding me. Sorry, let me go. Whatever.

I push him and I get out of his apartment but I know that if I go home like that the coagulation will kill me so I retrace my steps and go back to his apartment where apparently the gentleman was waiting for me since he was watching carries her with a smile on her face. I don't care if he beat me on my own court. I rush at him and kiss him passionately. He immediately responds to my kiss by putting his arms around my waist. I detach myself from him and I drop my dress to show him my lingerie. He curses and pulls me to him again. He strokes my buttocks and lifts me up to press me against the wall.