Rubick knew Lahynna is different from the women that come and go into his life. She was special. He found it out from the very first time she smiled at him. She was never a flirt. So pure and clean—the words that he never thought he'd going to use to describe a woman. He loves to take care of and protects her.
That’s why he treasured her and vowed to always protect her—against the beast inside himself. He knew that the moment she found out who is the real Rubick de Juego, Lahynna would never want to be with him. But God forbid, when Lahynna wasn’t in his life anymore, he would definitely be going to self-destruct.