I was quietly watching the sun slowly set. This scene is so beautiful but I can't even appreciate it because my chest is still tight and something is pulling at my heart.

It's a strange pain created by the man I love so much, but I can't reciprocate my love because even after a few years, his love is still reserved for the same person.

He really loves...

I sighed and ran my fingers through my short neck-length hair.

I am now here in Bora. Quiet and just sitting on the beach. I could hear the strong waves hitting the sand. My feet were reaching so I could feel the cold and tickling sea.

On my right side are the three beers that I bought that even though I finished it, I didn't even get drunk or even forget the pain I was feeling at this time, but nothing. My spirit remained awake.

I need a sign...

Just one sign that I want to move on... I hate this feeling anymore...

I just smiled bitterly and in the middle of my silence, the ringtone alert of my cellphone rang.

I didn't reach for it myself and I received a text message from an unregistered number. I frowned but still read the message.