Chapter 1
"We'll have a short quiz tomorrow so better be prepared. That's all and good bye." I said as I ended my first class in the morning.

I was organizing my stuff while the students were leaving to go to their next class. Just as I thought there was no one left inside the room, I sighed deeply then sit down on my chair.

I was bowed down while looking at my previously hardened manhood because of that Eliyah Cruz. Damn, I didn't know he was one of my future students...

My head snapped up when I heard the seat in front move. When I looked up...Eliyah Cruz is still there! She's seductively looking at me while biting her lower lip.

"Problematic so much, Sir?" he asked with a grin.

I frowned as he got closer and closer.

Get out of this fucking room already, Rex. Save yourself!

But it seemed like my inner self didn't know how to listen because instead of moving away from the temptation, I just sat there, watching the woman who made my heart beat faster.

"W-Why are you still here, Ms. Cruz?" I tried to sound professional, as I should.

He laughed. His sweet laughter filled the entire room, adding to the intense desire I felt.

This is wrong, Rex! Cage yourself!

"I'm studying here, Professor Rex Montello."

He pronounced my name with emphasis.

You already have a wife, Montello. Don't you ever think of cheating on her! Even if you don't love her, don't cheat!

I kept telling myself that to stop myself from wanting to just kiss the woman in front of me. My heart is beating fast as I watch Eliyah lowered her head on me. I didn't back down or move. I'm too stiffed to move.

"Do you remember me, my lovely Professor?" She then bit her lower lip.

I took a deep breath and stood up to walk away from her. "I'm now married, Ms. Cruz. What happened to us doesn't have any meaning at all. It was just sex....so please..."

I noticed the embarrassment on her face. Her face was flushed and red, looking so embarassed. I also noticed her irritation which she quickly hid behind a smile.

"Oh really? Who's the lucky girl, then?"

"You don't need to know--"

She smirked playfully. "Because there really is nothing?"

"I don't care if you don't believe me. Now, will you please stop?"

Her eyes are wide, with her jaw clenched. It seems like what I said triggered something in her. I can feel and see the blazing fire in her eyes as she looks at me. I frowned as I looked at him.

I was surprised when he immediately grabbed all his things and left the room.

Is she jealous?

After my classes were over for the day, my friends invited me to celebrate my wedding. I didn't want to go, but because they insisted, I agreed.

Shennun is always asking me things and updating me everything about her life. I actually don't care but I know I have to be kind and sweet and caring to her even if it doesn't come from the heart. I also reply to her messages but I can't help but get irritated by her repeated questions. So sometimes, I would just ignore her.

"I didn't know you'd be the first one to marry, Montello! HAHAH" one of my friends.

We are in a bar here in Poblacion, celebrating my 'so-called successful marriage'.

"I have a feeling you'll be next, Eliot!" I laughed at what Elias said.

"I heard you and Ms. Mendez are getting along well?" Ethan asked.

"Ms. Mendez?" I frowned because I had just heard that name and Eliot hadn't mentioned anything to me about it?

Elias smirked. "Yeah, Eliot is now a sugar daddy."

Eliot threw a handkerchief at Elias, causing our entire table to burst into laughter.

"How is married life?" Real changes the topic.

I really don't know what to say. I couldn't say I'm happy because definitely, I am not. So I don't know what to say.

"Are you banned?"

"Maybe you'll never taste another dish like that again?"

"Gago," I said to Elias. "Well, she's nice and pretty but..."

"She's not your type?" Real finished what I couldn't say.

I don't really have any types. Everything is fine with me as long as she's beautiful, sexy, and good in...bed. I just can't understand myself why that Eliyah girl has been complicating my life?

I should be happy and contented with my wife, Shennun, right? I mean she's beautiful and sexy too, why can't I push myself to like her? Or even tried a relationship with her? And why do I feel like it's Elijah whom my body wants?

I swallowed when I couldn't quite get that girl out of my mind. Everything that had happened in the room earlier came back into my mind. How she looked at me seductively and how she winked at me.

"Stupid?"

"Maybe in love?" All of them laughed.

I turned to my friends who had been looking at me for a while.

I smirked at them. "Me? Fall in love? No way,"

Real then pointed my phone. "Seems like somebody is texting you."

My crazy friends were screaming again. I just waved them off before checking who had texted. Shennun's name flashed on the screen of my phone

From Shennun;

Love, what time are you going home? Your dinner is prepared(^^)

I cringed with the endearment she sent me. Love? What the heck? What do you hate?

I then remembered that this was also the endearment I called Eliyah the time I fucked her. I smirked at my thought.

"Father, I think he's really going crazy,"

"Idiot," I snapped at Eliot next to me.

We continued drinking and chatting until midnight. We decided to cut off our celebration so we went to our own cars to now go home.

I closed my eyes when I entered my car. I leaned my head back on the back of my seat when suddenly someone bumped into me from behind!

I suddenly looked at the back seat and unexpectedly, I saw Eliyah Cruz! Sitting at my back seat with her smirk, plastered on her face!

"What are you doing here?!"

I couldn't stop screaming because of fear! I am not scared of the thought that maybe she'd kill me but the thought that maybe she'd...seduce me! And I am more scared that maybe I'd be willing to offer myself to her!
Damn, Rex!

Shw yawned widely, not minding if I'm staring at her or not. "Sorry, huh? I fell asleep," she smirked.

I frowned at her. I don't believe her. Sleeping? Here? Inside my car? Why would you even sleep on a car that's not yours?

I clenched my jaw when something came to my mind. What if this vehicle has a different owner? What if she sleeps on a car owned by a rapist or an addict? She could be raped! Or worst she could be killed!

It's making me insane and angry as fuck!

"Leave. Now." I demanded.

"Are you going home, Professor?"

"Stop calling me that," I hate it when she calls me Prof.

"Why? You're really a professor, aren't you?"

I took a deep breath and closed my eyes tightly, trying to stop myself from being harsh to her.

"Just please. Just stop and leave. I'm now going home."

"Oh? Is that the home of a family man? What a pity for the woman you married then?"

"Why do you even care about my life, huh?"

"I don't really care," He shrugged his shoulders, his smile still on his lips. "I just thought that if I were your wife, I won't let any other woman have a taste on you...moreover, have a taste on these lips."

She touched my lips and I couldn't even move myself away to stop her. I just stayed there, anticipating her warm touch.

She smiled widely at me. "Prof, am I first? See you tomorrow on the quiz, Prof!"

She then went out of my car. I swallowed and held my lips. A smirk suddenly formed out of my lips.

I coughed to remove that smile. This is forbidden. What I'm doing is a type of cheating.

I swallowed hard because even though I knew it was wrong, I still couldn't stop myself...because I know...that I am now doomed.

I drove away that place to go home. When I arrived, I noticed that all the lights in the living room and kitchen were turned off. It's dark so I used my phone as a flashlight. I immediately went to Shennun and my room to get dressed and rest.

I went straight to the bathroom and immediately cleaned up. I just wore a shirt and short shorts. I used to sleep naked but...I have to change everything now that I am now married.

After coming out of the bathroom, I saw that Shennun was also asleep. By just looking at her, I suddenly feel guilty.

I still haven't done anything, right? So I shouldn't feel guilty, hmm? Yeah right, I shouldn't feel guilty.

I jumped into our bed and didn't notice that Shennun was awake. She smirked at me then hugged me...tightly.

I swallowed when I felt something was wrong. I feel like I am cheating. I don't know who I am cheating on but...I just suddenly feel it.

"Your dinner is ready, love." She then kissed my lips.

He was now holding my chest while continuing to kiss my lips.

Maybe I should give it a try? Maybe if I have sex with my wife...I would finally forget Eliya?

I held her arms then kissed her back. I returned her kisses more aggressively and roughly...but I couldn't feel anything. I couldn't feel any excitement at all. I just...feel nothing.

She moaned when I bit her lip then entered my tongue inside. My forehead furrowed as we continued kissing. I tried to look for the things in her that I felt before with Eliyah but nothing. No matter what I did, nothing happened.

After a minute of kissing, I stopped. I pulled him away from me a little before looking at him with apologetic eyes.

"I'm sorry, I'm tired. Next time..."

I noticed the sadness and sadness on his face but there was nothing he could do but return to his previous position.

That night, I suddenly want morning to come quickly...because I want to apologize to Elijah...I don't know why but...I feel like I should apologize to her.