In this final semester, Arunda Bunga Yunsendi is increasingly pursuing hobbies that interest her. With a body full of sweat, Yua (her nickname), aims for the basketball ring even though it is full of obstacles. He contorted his body, played the ball from right to left, tricked his opponent, and...

"Whooo!!!" An excited sound came after he managed to put the ball into the ring.

"This match was won by SMA 67 Bunga Indah!" The loudspeakers made the atmosphere on the field even more noisy, the typical trumpets that had been around every match were loud, and the beats of notes from who knows where they came from also sounded no less loud.

All the match participants approached Yua and then immediately pulled her into a hug, a team hug, the name they claimed. Nothing could be happier than this. Yua vowed to practice harder so she could feel this euphoria again.

"Yeah great!" said one of his friends after throwing his arms around him.

"You are all great!" Yua replied while raising her hands in the air.

"Basnatubu!"

"Great!"

After sounding the slogan of his team. Yua wanted to go to the changing room to just rest there or if she had time she would clean herself. However, when he turned around, there was the man whose smile he had longed for all this time.

He, Abraham, is the man Yua has had a crush on since entering this school.

"Hello," he said, in a soft tone that made Yua's heart beat faster.

"Hi-" Yua lowered her head, "Abra" she continued.

The man in front of her chuckled, which made Yua's cheeks turn red like a tomato.

It was a sweet and beautiful experience, at that time, different from now.

Sheets of paper were thrown between the two, snarls and screams of despair surrounded them.

"If only I had never known you. My life would definitely be much better." said the woman who had just thrown her exam results papers last year.

Yua lifted her feet intending to leave this room, but Abra's hand immediately grabbed Berly's hand, pulled her body, and pushed her against the wall.
"Watch your words," muttered Abra with a tight jaw.

"That's the reality. You just want to feel good, make wishes, then erase them as you wish, and I'm stupid, I only realized now." Yua looked up with a look of hatred that she showed for the first time in front of the man Yua used to love so much.

Abra's fist immediately slid hard against the wall next to Yua's ear. Making Yua close her eyes in surprise.

Abra released the lock and left Yua in the room, specifically their room together.

Yua immediately collapsed right then and there, feeling that her body was no longer strong enough to stand, and her tears came after that. Sweet memories suddenly came to his mind, like a film being played.

"Will you be my lover?" an invitation that at that time was able to destroy all uncertainty about having a man like him. And without waiting long, Yua nodded.

"Thank you for today." he said as he stopped in front of my house after we had spent some time together.

Until,

"No way. Could you be pregnant?" His disappointed voice made Yua's soul drift somewhere. As far as he remembers, the situation at that time occurred because of an accident we made. At that time we decided to keep the baby and get married. School? of course we were expelled, because we had violated the toughest rules at that time.

After we were willing to be Mother and Father, suddenly God chose to take our child early. Yua miscarried when she was 8 months pregnant. The feeling that he could no longer describe came again, but, again, Yua and Abra accepted it.

And tonight, Abraham, who is now Yua's husband. went home and filed for divorce. Without talking first, Yua didn't know what was wrong with her. This is what makes Yua unable to accept it. How can he answer it? Accepted? Of course not.

Yua got up and walked towards the nightstand next to the bed. Take the medicine box, take one, then drink it. A feeling of calm immediately came over him after he swallowed it. I don't know if this is what is meant by addiction or something like that, but what is certain is that after losing her pregnancy, Yua regularly took prescription sedatives from the psychiatrist who usually treated her.

After feeling calmer, Yua decided to leave the room and approach Abra. He headed to the backyard where Abra often spent time.

"Wait a little longer. I'll divorce him right away-" the voice came from behind the wall where he was. Yua frowned, what did he mean by that?.

"I will take responsibility. Calm down"

Yua covered her mouth and tried not to scream right now. Responsible? What for?. It was enough not to know why Abra suddenly approached him and proposed a divorce, that was enough, without needing a reason. However, it seems that Yua feels she is unlucky, because now she knows the reason behind the word "divorce" that Abra said earlier.

Yua immediately moved away from where she was standing. Entered his room again and took the medicine he had just taken. Yua took out several pills then immediately drank them rashly. There was only one thing on Yua's mind now. Calm. After that he became sleepy and fell asleep.

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The sound of the alarm clock came from the room where a girl had been screaming, trying to wake up her employer who was currently still asleep dreaming.

Because she was running out of patience, the girl's mother opened her child's door, walked over to her and patted her leg so that the girl would immediately wake up from her sleep.

"Yua wake up, son. It's already afternoon, you'll be late," said Heni, Yua's mother.

After doing the same thing several times. In the end, the mother's efforts were not in vain. Yua opened her eyes.

"You know? Mother?" he asked confused, "Abra, where are you?"

"Abra?" Now it was the mother's turn who didn't understand what her child was saying, "Abra who? That's it, ah, come on, get up quickly, it's already 6 o'clock and you'll be late."

The mother left her child's room who was currently confused.

Yua's gaze circled all corners of the room. As Yua remembered, this room was her room, one year ago, before the tragic incident occurred. Is he dreaming? He also pinched her cheek to reassure her.

"Ow" he groaned, his cheeks hurt, meaning this wasn't a dream.

But? What happened?

Yua was shocked when her eyes accidentally caught sight of the mirror which was reflecting her image. He looked at his body from the eyes, nose, hair, until his body was exactly like him one year ago.

He immediately took his cellphone, unlocked the screen, and baam!

"April 28th!" Yua covered her mouth in disbelief. With slow movements his eyes saw the numbers next to the date printed there.

And how surprised he was when he saw the 4 numbers after that were,

"Two thousand and nineteen!!!"

What is this?

It means

He went back to one year ago?

Yua immediately came out of her room. The smell of cooking immediately wafted in and the noise from the kitchen made him happy and moved. I don't know since when he felt like this. Tears fell from her eyes without realizing it.

"Hey, why aren't you ready yet? It's already half past 7, you're going to be late."

Yua immediately looked at the source of the sound. Adelia Dithe Yunsendi, the sister he had missed so much, was again in front of him. Immediately he pulled his sister into a hug.

"Adel. Miss you!" he said between hugs between the two of them.

"What's the matter, Sis?" Adel let go of the hug, "Are you healthy? If you're a little sick, it's better not to go. You're scary this morning." Her sister's chatter made Yua laugh.

"Yeah, it looks like you want to skip class today," said Yua, which made Adel no longer understand her sister's attitude. Adel decided to go downstairs and approach his mother. Meanwhile, Yua returned to her room.

The corner of his eye suddenly saw a book lying on his study table. Yua approached him.

"I don't think I ever bought this book, yeah." Yua flipped through the book then opened the first page of the book. The condition is like a new book even though the sheets are like old paper.

Yua frowned when she saw the second sheet, the scribbles there were like the writing,

[I want to go back to one year ago. Just like me who is still loved by many people]

His furrowed brows deepened after reading the writing. Since when did he write it in the book?

After a few minutes he thought about it. Suddenly Yua's lips pulled upwards. Showing a mysterious smile behind it.

Then his hand moved, wrote something on the book, and something strange happened after that.

[I want to go back to March 19, 2019]