"It's best if you don't have to tell your mother. You tell your mother that it's really been a hammer knocking trial that you are legally divorced. How is that right?" I said to both of them. "Yes, maybe that's for the best, Miss. Actually I don't want to hurt Mama. But what can I do," said Siska with a spoiled face. "So where are you going after the divorce, Siska? with Donny?" I asked softly. "Doni and I are going to live in Australia Ma'am. Because he got a job there," said Siska with a smile. Meanwhile I saw Broto who had a sad face. Just let me know when you're divorced and if you want to tell me you have to go to Jakarta, you can't call him. Do you understand?" I said firmly. "Yes, Ma'am it's fine," said Siska and Broto. I left the two of them. Now I intend to clean things up again with Mirna. "Eh, is this all finished, Mirna?" I asked seeing everything was neat. "Yes, it's finished Ma'am. Then Mirna would like to wash the dishes first, Ma'am," said Mirna politely. Then I said yes. Now I am alone in this room. Mama, because Siska will be far from Mama again. Even farther away. Australia will be surprised when she hears about it. I hope I have the strength to continue caring for Mama. "Ma'am, Bella?" Siska called, startling my thoughts. "Eh, Bel. Why?" I asked seeing Siska. Siska came closer to me. "Miss, Siska will transfer the fees to go back from here to Jakarta," Siska said softly. Her face is cute but her appearance is quite mature. "Huh? What do you mean?" I asked in surprise. "Yes, Ma'am. The problem is that I just don't feel good. This is also proof that I am a sign of gratitude because Ms. Bella has come to Bagas' circumcision and birthday," he said with a calm face. there's a lot of Siska. Actually, if you don't transfer, it's fine too," I said with a smile. "No ma'am. Siska said by stroking my arm."Oh yeah, sip." I answered briefly. There was a slight pause between our conversation. I saw Siska's sadness. "Are you okay, Siska?" I asked gently. "It's okay, sis. I'm pretty shocked. But maybe this is my best decision. Because somehow I don't have feelings for Mas Broto anymore, sis. So I prefer Doni. Because I already love you so much Doni," explained Siska. "Yes, that is your choice. I hope you know how Broto feels when it turns out that his wife is cheating on him. Maybe if you want to be honest from the start everything will be fine. But I don't know, everything is in God's hands ," I said clearly in front of Siska. "Yes, I believe this is the best decision for me to make bananas with Mas Broto. I also pray that you will last forever with Mas Bara," said Siska then looked into my eyes. I smiled as if I was happy. Even though I swallowed bitter bitter spit."Yes, thank you for praying for Ms. Bella. I hope your prayer will come true?" I said by touching the back of Siska's hand. I don't know why there was a pain in my chest. How could I tell Bella that Mas Bara was cheating on me. When I was in college, I was a womanizer, aka a playboy," said Siska with a chuckle. I just laughed too. I wanted my heart to tell the truth. But it was impossible. "Okay, then. Do you want to help Ms. I lift these things? forward?" Siska and I carried our things to the front. While Mas Bara and Broto also came to help. Mama sat looking at us all in front of her.

"Alhamdulillah, I am very grateful to see all of you children and mother-in-law getting along like this. Hopefully forever, okay?" exclaimed the shady-faced woman with a sparkling face. I can only smile in front of mom. Maybe I believe in Mama's prayer. But somehow I don't know how long I will be married to Mas Bara. Now that everything is ready. All of us who were in the car waved to Siska and Broto then also their child who was in the middle. Bagas, a five-year-old child, didn't even know that their parents were getting a divorce. It's a pity if you have to see Bagas. Maybe one day he will know that his parents' decision to separate was the best. After traveling two days and one night by car. It made us all tired even though we had rested in the rest area several times. But still until Jakarta still feels tired. Three days after. I panicked so much to see mom. "Mom, mom why mom?" I asked with a panicked face seeing mom who suddenly went limp and fell on the floor. I saw her pale face. Mom was silent and slowly her eyes closed. "Mom, mom?" I called while patting mama's cheeks quickly. Mas Bara ran to help mom. He carried his mother in his arms and walked to her room. "Mommy fainted, Mr. Oh God, mom," I said while continuing to wake mom. "Mirna?" call Mas Bara loudly. Mirna came and looked panicked. "Oh God, Linda's mother, why?" asked Mirna in a panic. "You quickly make hot tea, huh," said Mas Bara. "I'm going to call the doctor, Bell. You try to wake up Mama using wind oil," said Mas Bara while his hand opened a cosmetic table drawer. Then give me wind oil. I immediately smeared mama's nose with wind oil. Mama must be tired from attending an event in Padang. "Oh God mom, wake up mom," I cried nervously. While Mas Bara went out to call the doctor. A few minutes Mirna came and brought hot tea. "Thank you, Mir," I said, putting the glass on the small table. "Let Mirna massage Linda's feet," said Mirna, a plump woman with short hair in pigtails. I said yes because he can definitely massage mama's feet properly. It was clear how his hands blended with the rubbing oil and then massaged Mama's feet properly. "Oh, yes miss. Actually, Mirna wants to say something,” said Mirna softly. "Yeah, just said it. What's wrong, Mir?" I asked. "I want to take two weeks off. My husband had a motorcycle accident, Ma'am,” said Mirna with a sad face. "Oh my God, how are things going?" I asked sadly. "Yes, it's fine, it's just that his leg hurts with his hand. So it's hard to move. Just look at the photo, it's really scary. Her skin is peeling off, so maybe I need two weeks to take care of my wife," said Mirna with sad eyes. "Yes, it's okay Mir, you can go home later this afternoon," I said smiling at him. "Thank you, miss. Actually, I don't like Ms. Mirna. It's a pity that Ms. Mirna has to take care of Linda's mother alone," she said, looking at her mother. "Yeah, what else do you want? I'm more sorry for you. Surely you really want to meet your husband and take care of him. Hope you get well soon, husband. I'm sorry I haven't been able to visit you yet. Isn't that okay?" I said politely. "Yes, no, Ma'am. Don't think about it. Thank you very much Ms. Bella,” said Mirna with a big smile. Now Mas Bara came and said that the doctor would come soon. I really hope mom will be fine. I felt guilty because I had to let my mother come to Padang.