“Hey, wake up quickly!” cried Mas Bara while moving my arm hard. I'm still very sleepy. After the morning prayer I sleep again. Because last night I slept at two o'clock. My eyes opened slowly. I saw Mas Bara who was neat. I can smell her perfume. Her face is also fresh. He must have taken a shower. "Why, sir?" I asked trying to sit up. My soul is still half awake. “Back to my room. If you sleep in this room. Mom will be suspicious. Hurry up there already," asked Mas Bara by pulling my arm. I had to stand up and take my scarf and then go back to Mas Bara's room. Mama would be suspicious if Mas Bara and I slept in two different rooms. This is all because last night Mas Bara deliberately locked his own room. Watch it, I haven't nagged him about that yet. I can't sleep anymore. I had to get up and leave the room. I saw that the atmosphere of this rest area was already getting crowded because it was seven o'clock in the morning. I immediately took a shower while Mas Bara was copying while playing on his cell phone. His face also smiled to himself. Arum! It must be Arum who is chatting with Mas Bara. I snorted indignantly. After I'm already fragrant and fresh. I immediately went to mom's room. I see mom who looks gloomy. Meanwhile, Marni stroked Mama's shoulder. "What is this, Marni?" I asked in surprise. Marni only answered by glancing at the bed. Oh my god, mom peed in the bed. I was really shocked. "Yes, mom, stand up, go to the toilet with me, do you want it? Later let Mirna clean up this room," I said softly. Mom was silent but she immediately tried to get out of bed. I immediately grabbed my mother's arm. My nose smells very pungent. "Come on, mom, take it slow," I said looking at my mother's feet which were also soaked. We both walked towards the toilet carefully. O Allah, strengthen me to continue to look after my mother. I love you mom, O God. I don't want to make him hurt. Hopefully I can be patient with Mas Bara. I really want to cry but I hold back these tears tightly. "I'm sorry, Mom, Bella. Mom should have used diapers. Mama brought diapers," said Mom in a spoiled tone. "Yes, Mom. I'll just use it later today," I said softly. I helped mom in the toilet to clean everything. Now that it was finished we both came out of the toilet and the atmosphere was already getting lively. Many people started their breakfast at some of the existing tables. "Ouch, this feels really uncomfortable, Bella," complained mom, continuing to hold her back. "Just be patient, mom. When I was young, I used to use pads. You'll get used to it after a while, mom," I said, making mom silent. I see mama's face that still shows discomfort. We both passed several dining tables. At the other end, Marni was already sitting with a lot of food in front of her. It seemed he had everything ready. When my mom and I walked towards Marni. My eyes saw Mas Bara from a distance talking to Arum with both of them laughing so happily. Astaghfirullah, Mas Bara. When I was having a hard time taking care of mom. He's even preoccupied with his mistress. What pain do I feel anymore? Your test is really delicious, O Allah. I can only shake my head to see Mas Bara and Arum there. "You ordered all of these, Mirna?" exclaimed mama happily after seeing the food on the table. My mom and I sat down and looked at the food on the table. "Yes, this is Mas Bara, who has prepared all of this breakfast," said my maid with a face that couldn't wait to eat the food. Chicken porridge, fruit salad and sponge cake look very attractive. Soy milk and hot tea are also served in front of me. But I don't think I want to eat it all. I'm just thirsty for Mas Bara's affection.
I really feel like throwing a tantrum. I imagined the food that was in front of me and I threw it all at Arum and also Mas Bara. Hm, but that can't possibly exist in reality. I have to be a funny and happy clown at this table. I took a deep breath and immediately ate my food with gusto. I definitely need a lot of energy to keep this life going. I can't give up. I have to be strong with all this. "Wait a minute, yes, I want to go there first," said Mama, who suddenly stood up. Mirna and I who were eating stopped chewing. "Hey, where are you going?" I asked. "Mama wants to buy something for a minute," Mom said quickly. "Do you want me to accompany you, Mrs. Linda?" asked Mirna immediately stood up. “Oh, no need. You just sit down. Eat again," prevented mom by moving her hand. Mirna and I ate again. I see mom walking slowly. I keep watching him from behind. I'm afraid Mama what's wrong. I saw mom heading towards the tavern. What kind of drink do you want to buy? Do you sell herbs there? Mom turned around and I saw from a distance Mom seemed to be carrying a small plastic bag. I don't know what's in it. Now mom came back and sat next to me. I keep watching mom. He opened the small package and saw a pink drink box. Yes, my favorite pink juice. "This is for you, Bella," Mom said as she handed it in front of me. "Oh God, what do you think mom wants to buy? Thank you very much, mom," I said then grabbed the drink box and stroked the back of Mom's hand. "Later, Bella, drink this in the car," I said with a smile in front of my mother. Mama looks sparkling legs. He ate the chicken porridge again with gusto. Mama didn't say anything more to me. Maybe this is an apology mom. Because I peed the bed this morning. Mom really loves me. Since then until now my mother has always loved me. Still vivid in my mind. Entering mom's house. The young age of marriage required me to live with my mother-in-law. My life was very comfortable with mom at that time. He never made me hurt. Mom really saw me as her daughter. Even then I felt like a child who was very spoiled by his parents. Yes, every day Mama always cooks various menus. Mama was very happy when I tasted her food. Hmm, I can't believe time is running so fast. Mama is getting old and of course I have to look after her always. "Bara already permission with you, right Bel?" asked mom while eating fruit salad. "What permission, Ma?" I asked confusedly. "His car must be patched with tires, he said over there. But why is it taking so long, Bara?” Mom said while looking away. "Oh yeah, that's it, mom," I said quickly and then took another sip of soy milk. Mas Bara really lied to Mama. What car tires should be patched? The guy is having fun chatting with Arum, really Mas Bara is really sadistic. My mouth already itches to scold Mas Bara.