I try to raise my head and look up. I can't cry in this place. Okay, I have to steel myself. I can't look weak in front of mom. I walked to my mother's dining table. Trying to keep my facial expression relaxed. "In the toilet crowded or not?" asked mom with a scared face. "Not bad, mom. Mom are you going there?” I asked gently while sitting beside mama. "But you wait for Mom to finish in the toilet," Mom asked like a child again. I nod patiently. "Yes, mom. Bella accompanied mom until it was finished," I said softly. "Ma'am, Bella. Mirna eat first, okay?” asked Mirna politely. "Yeah, it's okay, Mir. Just eat first. You must be hungry,” I said to Mirna. Now I'm holding mom to go to the toilet. I hope not to cross paths with Mas Bara. I hope Mama doesn't see Mas Bara and Arum either. I don't know, where are the two of them now, but it's clear the last time I saw them was near the toilet. Thank goodness we had arrived in front of the women's toilet and there was no Mas Bara around the toilet at all. "Mama, come in, Bell. You wait here okay?" Mom exclaimed while looking around. "Yes, already mom just come in. Bella, wait for mom here until it's finished," I answered with a smile while touching mom's shoulder. Now mama entered the toilet marked women. I took a deep breath. I still remember clearly in my mind a few minutes ago when I saw Mas Bara and Arum hugging each other. "Bella, what are you doing there?" asked Mas Bara who was suddenly beside me. I saw him with a bitchy face. "I'm waiting for mom who is going to the toilet," I replied curtly. I'm not going to discuss him with his mistresses in this place. I'll just ask him later after arriving in Padang. "Oh," Mas Bara nodded in understanding. His face was completely innocent at all. "Okay, then I'll eat first," said Mas Bara and then just walked away. I looked around in case I could see the bridge of Arum's nose. I'm so annoyed with Arum. This rest area is very crowded. I also can't tell what clothes Arum was wearing. I forgot and didn't really notice. Too bad I can't see him around here anymore. Is it possible that Mas Bara secretly invited Arum to Padang?

"Bell, mama's done," said mom who came out of the door. "Oh, come on! We eat, mom." I exclaimed pretending to be excited .. I took my mother back slowly to walk. Because the floor was slippery, I just had to be careful making my mom walk. We all ate voraciously. Mama kept telling stories even though her mouth was still chewing Soto Lamongan. The food here really has a lot of variety. Mama even added one more bowl. But only the broth that he eats. "Mom really likes it, huh?" I asked looking at mom. "Yeah, it's really delicious, the soup tastes really fresh, eaten hot hot like this," Mom said with a sparkling face. Mas Bara, who since earlier I saw how to eat not as usual. He looked in a hurry and did not seem to enjoy his food. He wiped his lips with a tissue. Then looked at mom for a moment. "Ma, just want to buy a drink there. Do you want something fresh to drink?" Bara said looking at the cold drink seller. "Buy it for your wife as well," Mom said seeing me who was chewing food. "Oh yes, of course ma, you definitely like guava fruit juice, right? Vit Fruit if I'm not mistaken, right?” Mas Bara said seeing me smile. I almost choked and just nodded nod in front of him. I don't know why Mas Bara looked so happy when he was about to leave this dining table. I have to follow Mas Bara. After a few minutes Mas Bara left, I immediately asked my mother for permission to follow Mas Bara. Because I can't wait to drink guava fruit juice. "Don't you think you're pregnant, Bella? I really can't stand drinking the fruit juice," said Mama teasingly. "No, mom. Just want more, "I replied casually then I just stood up and walked towards Mas Bara. When they arrived at the tavern. I looked around and it turned out that Mas Bara was at a table in the corner while beside Mas Bara was a woman. My eyes tried to focus and when the woman in the short sleeved shirt looked to the side of Mas Bara's face. I could tell that woman was Arum. Mas Bara really makes me sick. Turns out he also brought my favorite Vit fruit drink guava juice flavor. God, Mas Bara makes me hurt. I saw Arum with a happy face receiving the drink. He also kissed Mas Bara's cheek gently. I want to vomit when I see this scene. You're good, Arum. I will not let Arum smile like that over my suffering. This is my chance to meet Arum in person. Arum went to the toilet after asking permission from Mas Bara. She walks casually wearing high heels. The pants that are used are so tight with short sleeves. Her shoulders were deliberately exposed because her dress style was like that. While the small bag he was carrying made him look like he was still very young. I don't know for sure Arum's true background. I tried to follow Arum from behind. Until he finally entered the women's restroom. I waited for him right in front of the door he entered. After a few minutes the door opened, I immediately hit it by spilling the guava fruit juice that I had accidentally bought. bruh! "Uh, sorry huh?" I said with a frown. He was seen glancing right and left. Is he surprised or scared of me? "Miss Bella," he said softly while fixing his long hair. "Oh, you still remember my face it turns out?" I asked sarcastically. "Miss Bella, on purpose huh?" Bella asked, looking down at her wet and dirty pink dress. "If it's intentional, why? You also purposely made love to Mas Bara in my room?” I exclaimed with rising intonation on the last word. Arum glanced angrily. Her translucent red lips pressed together.