NIRWANA
By Ivan Maulana Rizky
Date: July 27, 2024
Ch. 4Chapter 4: About Feelings


Sitting in the car with a restless heart, Seiran glanced at Fransis who was next to her. 

Fransis was silent and silent. Since he got into the car, the man had only looked out the window, not talking or doing anything.

Seiran turned to look at Ferdinand. The man was focused on the steering wheel, it felt like she couldn't stand the silence. 

"Frans."

"Hm." 

Only those two letters were heard from the golden-haired man's mouth.

Ferdinand glanced at Seiran in the rearview mirror, hearing the girl's voice looking anxious, while Fransis looked indifferent. 

"Seiran, do you need anything?"

Seiran turned her attention to Ferdinand, her plump lips smiled when he heard Ferdinand's question.

"No, I just feel it's very quiet here."

Ferdinand smiled faintly. "Really? Is it because Fransis has been silent all this time?" 

Seira glanced again at Fransis, as she remembered the man was very gentle, caring and warm.

"Maybe Francis has a problem."

Seiran tried to understand her lover. She slowly shifted her sitting position, getting closer to Fransis.

Seiran took Fransis' hand and rested his head on the man's shoulder, like a couple who loved each other. 

There was no movement whatsoever from Fransis. The blue-eyed man remained silent and looked out the window but let Siran lean on him.

"Frans, are you having a problem?"

"Hm."

Again, that was Fransis' only answer. Even a cat wouldn't understand what the man said.

"Actually, is it true or not, Frans?! Why is it only Hm that comes out of your mouth?!" Ferdinand was irritated by Fransis' attitude.

2 years of knowing this man made him memorize Fransis' attitude, but he still didn't understand his two main letters.

There was no answer from Fransis, the man turned to Seira and asked, "Where do you want to go for a walk?"

Seiran raised her head to look at her lover. She didn't know what to answer because she didn't have the desire to go for a walk. 

"I?"

"Didn't you want to go for a walk? I will fulfill your wish," said Fransis. 

Seira smiled at Fransis' words. Apparently the man still remembered her request. 

"Okay, then I want to go to the zoo. How about it?" 

"Hm." Once again, only those two letters came out of Fransis' mouth.

He turned his attention to Ferdinand. It was clear that his friend was still annoyed. 

"Nearest zoo."

"Yes Boss." 

Ferdinand drove his car to the nearest zoo. 

"The best zoo in Berlin, there are lots of animals, and you have to pay, Frans."

Ferdinand started babbling, Seira smiled happily hearing Ferdinand's babbling in contrast to Fransis. who was just silent. 

Seiran turned to Fransis. As usual, the man's facial expression was always flat and expressionless. 

"Has Francis always been like this? Doesn't he have any expression on his face?" Seiran thought. 

After arriving at the Berlin Zoo, Ferdinand stopped the car in the parking lot, then got out and opened Fransis' car door. 

The man with golden yellow hair got out of the car and waited for Seiran. After the girl got out, he grabbed the girl's hand and took her. 

Ferdinand looked at his friend's back strangely. "Does an intimate atmosphere also require a straight face?"

Ferdinand took a deep breath. "Never mind, Fransis is stiff."

The jet-black haired man closed the door then followed Fransis and Seiran. 

The zoo looks very busy, many visitors from various countries are taking part in the fun.  

"Frans, I want to see the fish in the aquarium. Let's go there." Seira pulled Fransis' hand towards the large aquarium at the Berlin Zoo.

The man with golden yellow hair followed his lover's wishes. So did Ferdinand. He followed Fransis and Seiran.

The closeness between Seiran and Fransis makes Ferdinand feel jealous, jealous and even has the desire to have this beautiful girl. 

Seiran smiled cheerfully as he took a photo in front of the aquarium while holding Fransis' arm, often leaving Ferdinand alone. 

"So it's mosquito repellent, but I'm Fransis' driver and assistant, he wants me to follow him all the time, so I can't leave."

Ferdinand snorted in annoyance, he continued to move even though he felt like kicking his friend.

"It turned out to be really fun to see." Seira laughed happily, occasionally waving at the fish in the aquarium. 

Fransis just kept quiet and didn't say anything, just following Seiran's wishes.

"Frans, did you deliberately not come to work to accompany me today?" Seiran asked with a broad smile.

"Hm."

Seiran frowned at Fransis' unclear answer. She almost thought the man had a toothache.

Seira looked back, looking for Ferdinand.

"Where's Ferdinand?"

Fransis also looked back, accidentally seeing Ferdinand sitting in the corner of the room like a useless person.

The man let go of Siran's embrace in his arms and then walked over to Ferdinand.

Seiran was confused when Fransis let go of her hand, but was curious when the man walked over to a man sitting in the corner.

"Get up!"

Ferdinand was surprised to hear the baritone voice giving orders. He got up from his seat with an annoyed face.

"What?"

"Stupid!" Fransis cursed at his friend's behavior.

Seira walked over to Fransis and Ferdinand. The golden-haired man was seen scolding Ferdinand. 

"What fool? You guys are busy making out, I'm like a mosquito coil." Ferdinand was annoyed because he was not considered.

Fransis grinned a little. "I'm not paying you a big salary to protest, you always have to follow me!"

Ferdinand could only nod, money always rules.

"Frans, maybe Ferdinand is bored. Just let him go for a walk alone." Seira made a suggestion. 

"No!" Ferdinand immediately rejected Seiran's suggestion.

Fransis frowned at Ferdinand's refusal. "Why? Aren't you bored?"

"No, I'm not bored." Ferdinand smiled broadly. Deliberately refusing so that Fransis and Seiran could not be alone. 

"Let's go again." The jet-black-haired man walked past the pair of lovers first. 

"What happened?" Seiran looked at Fransis questioningly.

There was no answer from Fransis, the man was just silent. 

Seiran smiled even though her question was not answered. She raised both hands to touch Fransis' white face.

"Frans, why is it that, since I came here, I rarely see you smile? When I was blind, I often heard you laugh."

Fransis raised his hand to remove Seiran's hand from his face.

Seiran thought Fransis would say something, but in fact the man didn't say anything but turned around as if waiting for him to walk.

Seiran sighed, she walked to Fransis' side and took the man's hand.

"Frans, if you have a problem, you can tell me. Don't keep it to yourself."

Fransis turned to Seiran and said to himself, "Should I tell you about my suspicions about you and Ferdinand? You two seem to have feelings for each other."

Seiran's brownish eyes were still waiting for Fransis to say something, hoping the man would say something.



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