POV SEBASTIAN

I would never fall in love again until I found her
I said I would never fall unless it's you I fall into
I was lost within the darkness, but then I found her
I found you

The lyrics of Stephen Sanchez's song, Until I found you, I continued to play while accompanying me through the crowded afternoon streets with passing vehicles. Usually stuck like this I'm already half up in blood and emotions. Today everything feels different, my heart does not want to be confused with emotional feelings that are currently unimportant.

Today, I have decided the most important thing in my life. I'm going to propose to the woman I love.

Yes, I will venture to propose to El! Rejected, accepted or not, I don't care anymore. What is clear, inside my head right now, is that I need to get him to bond with me immediately. I'm afraid he ran away and suddenly disappeared.

To be honest, I didn't expect it at all, if El was the same woman I had been looking for all this time. The woman who made me fall in love at first sight when we first met. Unfortunately, the first meeting was so short. However, even though it was short, my heart was immediately convinced, that she was the woman I had been waiting for to be my life's companion.

It might sound a little crazy, if I tell people this, about falling in love with a comfort woman.

Never did I imagine, even in my wildest dreams, that I would fall in love at first sight with a woman of the night who worked as a lecher.

In fact, I was completely captivated by her charm. Especially after a couple of times chatting with him through short messages. I was convinced that she was a good woman, only that she had chosen the wrong path.

The feeling of wanting to have her was even more passionate, when my mother demanded that I get married soon. I applied through text messages and phone calls.Unfortunately, I don't know what the main reason is, which is obviously I was rejected outright, even he also immediately blocked my number. Makes me desperate.

At about the same time as the rejection, I was reunited with my sister's best friend, Raveline.

At first, I didn't imagine if she, Raveline, was the same woman as Rose, the night laborer who had rejected my proposal.

It all started with an accident.

As Raveline and I chatted, I realized there was little in common with Rose's way of speaking. Even though I met her once and Rose was wearing a mask, I still remember clearly the fragrant scent of her body.

And, I only realized it the other day when Raveline accompanied my sister to the hospital to pick mom up.

We accidentally crossed paths and I smelled the exact same perfume I smelled from Rose the woman who had stolen my heart.

Then, fate seemed to be on my side, I managed to contact Rose again. And, I began to devise a plan to trap him!

I deliberately asked him to come see me. If he refuses to come to the place I have mentioned and no one comes to the place I am going to, I can be sure that my guess is wrong.

However, if Rose refuses to come and Raveline's figure is there, then my guess is correct. Raveline and Rose are the same female figure.

And in fact, my guess is one hundred percent correct! Raveline is Rose.

As if hitting the jackpot, I cheered. Apparently, the person I was desperately looking for half-dead, it was not far from me.

Not wanting to lose the opportunity, I immediately made a sudden plan so that he would accept my offer. Of course, it's not a difficult thing, considering that Amelie and my mother are so fond of Raveline's figure. Even Amelie deliberately arranged my arranged marriage with Raveline. My plan was perfect!

Everything seemed to be going well until, in the end, El couldn't refuse the offer under the guise of asking for help from me.

The result was, today he agreed to have dinner with me at home.

Not to waste any more time, I've decided to propose tonight. Unfortunately, I forgot the most basic thing about proposing to a woman.

A ring!

Maybe because I was too happy and excited, I forgot the basic thing when I was going to propose. Fortunately it was still late afternoon, so I still had time to quickly look for the ring to perfect my surprise plan.

I parked the car in a hurry and immediately walked with lightning speed into the mall area in which there is one of the most high-quality diamond outlet branches.

Almost half out of breath when I arrived at the diamond shop. It only took me about fifteen minutes, before I found a pretty ring to wear to propose to Raveline. Having completed the payment, I immediately rushed back home. Can't wait to see how Raveline reacts when I propose to her.

Again, as if fate was on my side and supporting my decision, the road, which is usually crowded with traffic, somehow managed to be so smoothly traversed.
The event applied for, went smoothly. He accepted the proposal from me, although at first he had a little hesitation.

Not only Raveline, that night I could see the look on her face and the happy aura that emanated from my mother and also Amelie. I really didn't expect that I would finally be able to propose to the person I love and love.

In fact, I was finally able to find out where El's address was because my mother told me to take El home, because it was getting late.

Raveline still looks a little hesitant and unsure about her decision to accept my proposal, but I'm sure she feels the same way about me. I'm pretty sure El loves me too, or he does ...at least, it could be that right now he is trying to hide his true feelings for me because he feels ashamed and proud to admit.

When I drove her home, I finally found out the reason why as Rose she rejected my proposal. He felt he was not worthy to be my companion. She didn't think she was the right woman for my future wife. It turns out that my task is still ongoing, now my main task is to try to make sure El, if I really sincerely love him, regardless of his past work as well.

I really had to try to win Raveline's heart, make her believe that her decision to accept my proposal was not wrong. For a while, I didn't calm down, thinking about how he could make sure that I was a responsible man who would accept all his advantages and disadvantages.

Again and again, an idea came to my mind. Impatience to carry out the plan soon approached me.

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