"There's something important I have to ask you."

"Important thing? Please ask Miss Rose, I will definitely answer that question!" Sebastien sounds very confident.

"I am ..."for a moment Raveline paused her sentence and hesitated a little. "Um, curious about some of the things you've talked about, um, and what I'm most curious about is your feelings ..."

"What makes you curious? Do you doubt that I really like you? Are you not sure if I really want to be in a relationship with you?"

Raveline squeezed strands her own hair. Confused about how to respond to the sentence just spoken by Sebastian.

"Miss Rose ...?" Sebastian called out, "you heard everything I just said, right?"Asked Sebastian softly.

"Yes, Mr. B... I heard everything ..."

"Then, why are you silent, Miss Rose? Are you angry with me?"

Raveline sighed as quietly as possible, so that Sebastian could not hear. "Angry? Why i must be angry?"

"Because you rejected me ..."

You think you don't reject me subtly in the real world? Raveline sighed softly, wanting to be clear that she was the one he was rejecting as if she wanted to say it out loud. Unfortunately, Raveline still sane. If she was, frankly, she will embarrass herself as El. She tried so hard that no one knew Rose's figure was El. Raveline sigh, because of Sebastian she almost lost her logic.

"You think now I changed my mind Mr. B?" She said in a cold tone of voice.

"Then? What do you mean by asking about my feelings, miss Rose?"

"Hmm, because ... curious perhaps? Or just a whim? I don't know, frankly Mr. B, I'm still convinced of my refusal."
Feel it! Is it good to be rejected! Raveline cheered in her heart.

"Then, why are you calling me miss Rose?" Sebastian seems a little upset. "Just to make fun of my feelings?"

"I don't want to make fun of you, Mr. B... I just need to confirm something, please don't call me again. You deserve to be happy with someone who is much better than me. I'm pretty sure you'll soon forget about me."

"Why are you so sure that I will soon forget you? Do you know me well enough miss Rose?"

"Because ... um, of course because I'm not the right person for you!"

"When I met you, it only took me a minute to know that I was attracted to you and an hour to convince myself that I liked you and it only took me a day to realize that I was in love with you miss Rose ... but do you know miss Rose? It takes a lifetime to forget someone ..."

Oh, my god ... Sebastian's words really made Raveline heart jump for joy, she really didn't expect, there was someone who could really like the figure of Rosaline wholeheartedly like him. Ah, if only the figure of El made him fall in love ... Raveline would quickly shook her head, realizing that again reality was not on her side.

"I'm really sorry Mr. B, but I feel very unworthy to be the one to accept your sincere love. Once again, this is the last time I'm calling you, and after this, I apologize ... I'm gonna block your number. Don't bother looking for me in Wonderland, because I don't work there anymore ..."Raveline said in a very reassuring tone, on the other side she could hear Sebastian who was breathing heavily.

"At least, let me see you once, Miss Rose ... me ... I just need someone to talk to and you, the only one who can connect with me." Sebastian could be heard sighing again, " if you wish, meet me tomorrow afternoon at my coffee cafe, a Rooftop cafe near the T-junction." Sebastian then mentioned the details of the address of the coffee cafe in full.

Oh my gosh! Raveline almost accepted his invitation to meet. Fortunately, she didn't respond to his request. Raveline just didn't respond or say yes.

"Miss Rose ... I hope you will come to see me one last time," Sebastian's tone was filled with hope. Made Raveline almost melt.

"Sorry ... I think I'm not coming."

"Don't worry, I'll be there tomorrow waiting for you."

"Whatever."She breathe slowly, even though it hurts, she hope this is the right decision, ending a relationship that is obviously not possible, Rosaline is just a fictional character of Raveline, Sebastian must be able to forget it."Once again, I apologize for the last time, I will pray that you are always granted Health and success Mr. B ..." Raveline immediately hung up the phone, without waiting for him to answer my closing sentence. She immediately blocked his phone number.

Raveline feeling very sad after saying farewell to Mr. B. She hope Sebastian will soon be able to forget the figure of Rose who is just a dirty woman ... He deserve a better woman. Raveline certainly don't expect much, either as Rosaline or Raveline.

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"El, my mother seems to be getting worse. If she don't get surgery soon, I'm really afraid there's something wrong with my mother ..."said Amelie while flipping through the library book she just took from the bookshelf.

Amelie's speech made El who was engrossed in Reading, couldn't help but stop the activities, she grabbed the bookmark paper and immediately slipped it on the page she had just read. "What happened?"

Amelie tapped her finger slowly on the pile of books that she still hadn't opened at all, it seemed like she didn't have the passion to do reading research for the assignment that had just been given by the lecturer. "You know, El ... my mother, she only wants surgery if my brother does what she wants. That's the problem ... um, what, it's hard to explain, my mother was just afraid that he wouldn't get married because of the trauma of seeing our father's behavior ..."

Raveline didn't dare to ask any more questions, just from the look on Amelie's face that seemed desperate, she felt sorry.
"Then, how? Didn't your brother want to introduce the candidate he had?"

She shrugged,"I don't know El ... every time my mother and I talked about it, he would shut up and not answer. It's confusing, isn't it!"

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