I remained sitting quietly behind the wheel, motionless until the two figures disappeared from my sight. Apparently, this is how it hurts when you like someone without being reciprocated. Is this so-called unrequited love? I still doubt my own feelings. Have I really fallen for Mr. B? Or is this just a matter of interest because of curiosity about his mysterious figure?
Whatever it was, in fact, my mood was completely ruined. Reluctantly, I gave up the opportunity to enjoy the strategic parking lot and decided to leave the restaurant area. My appetite disappeared in an instant.
**
The second week of college, I started to adjust to my new routine. I usually wake up during the day because I often come home late at night, even early in the morning. But now, I'm used to getting up early to prepare to attend college. Like today, I have a morning class that starts at half past nine.
Since half past seven, I've been finishing breakfast, preparing the things I need to bring, and choosing the clothes I'm going to wear. Since the incident in the parking area of the restaurant that afternoon, I decided to completely forget Mr. B aka Sebastian. Better yet, I enjoyed my time as a student and focused on studying, without being distracted by romantic dramas.
I got off the bus and walked slowly towards the campus, I deliberately chose a simple transportation so as not to attract attention. It's not funny if I come to college in one of my sports cars, I'm sure I'll be mistaken for showing off on purpose. There's only one person like Linda who doesn't like me for no apparent reason. I don't want to get a new nickname as a person who likes to show off wealth.
Before I knew it, Alexa, who had just gotten off the bus, was already near me. "Hey, what's up? Are you daydreaming?"she asked as she patted me on the shoulder, taking me a little by surprise. "Hey, Alexa ... I'm not daydreaming, really. I'm thinking about today's class schedule."
"Oh, I thought you were daydreaming, I called earlier, and you did not answer."Alexa replied with a smile. The two of us then walked together towards the campus courtyard.
"After the closing ceremony, have you met Linda?"ask Alexa again.
"No, what is it, Alexa? Last time I saw her, it was at the closing ceremony. I think my mood will ruin if i met her again, is there a rule should meet with her again, " I replied briefly. "What's the matter? You ask like that?"
"Uhm, nothing, it's just, it seems that she still holds a grudge against you."
"Revenge? Because of what?"
"I think she was still upset because of the ribbon incident at that time."
"Ah, i see, just let it go. Whatever she wants to think, I don't want to get involved with her anymore."Alexa just sighed when she heard my answer.
I tried to switch the conversation, "How's your class going, Alexa?"
"So far so good. The lecturers are good. I hope i don't have to meet a bad lecture." She replied with a laugh. "What About You, Raveline?"
"Yeah, i think same with me too. Nothing too exciting, but it's nice to make new friends."
"Is there cool, handsome guy in your class?"Alexa teased.
"Handsome? Hmm, I don't know. Everyone's standard is not the same."
"Hehe, I'm joking, if you know what I means, a good looking guy, whose face is quite good."
We laughed together until suddenly Amelie appeared and greeted us.
**
After completing the morning lecture, Amelie and I went to the campus cafeteria as planned. Sitting facing each other, Amelie commented on the clothes I was wearing, "Raveline, May I say something ... why are you wearing clothes that look so loose? Unlike your usual style, which is very fashionable!"
I could only smile a little as I lowered my head, checking out my intended look by Amelie.
After hearing Amelie ' words, I immediately noticed the clothes I was wearing. What Amelie said was true; I deliberately changed my dress style at the last minute after the indication week was over. The reason? I don't want to be too flashy and attract attention. Enough of Linda saying that I was pretentious during the that time. I just don't like it, if there are more people who don't like me just because of unreasonable reasons. Like the ribbon incident, which according to Sarah is actually trivial, but for some reason it can make Linda immediately hate me.
Therefore, I decided to appear in a very casual and casual style, even seem like someone who does not understand about fashion or how to dress. Today, I'm wearing a loose black hoodie and black jeans, paired with white sneakers. I cut my hair in half to make it look thicker and thicker. I also deliberately added glasses accessories, although in fact I have no minuses. I wear it on purpose to look like a nerd.
"What's wrong with my dress now?" I asked with a smile.
"Oddly enough, El... It doesn't fit your character, really!" Amelie laughed, "You look like a nerd!" she came back laughing.
"Let it go, let it go, let it go, let it go, let it go, let it go!" my reply while laughing.
The two of us then continued to enjoy the atmosphere of the canteen while eating the food we had ordered. While eating, I noticed a group of students gathering. They seem to really enjoy the atmosphere, as if there is no burden of life to think about other than college assignments.
“Uhm, El, What are you looking at?" Amelie suddenly knocked on the table in front of me.
"Oh, that... I only pay attention to those who are busy doing campus assignments," I replied while pointing to a group of students who I had noticed earlier.
"Are you sure?" Amelie who had just finished her meal, follow turned in the direction I pointed. "Well then if there's nothing important, let's go back to class. You're done eating, right?" ask Amelie to make sure. I nodded, then tidied up my luggage.
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