A Heart's Desire
By Tani Writes
Date: May 3, 2024
Ch. 5After Separation


She didn’t know why even today, in some corner of her heart, she believed that the pure love that they both had, might be a miracle and their destiny would bring them together!
This thought also gave her a strange pleasure.
Tara thought many times that she wanted to sit next to Baba and tell him that "I loved Danesh", but due to fear and Baba’s pain, she trembled even thinking about it.
Maybe this is true love!

While Tara and Danesh didn’t care whether they stayed away from each other or stayed close to each other, whether they talked or not, and whether their destinies were connected or not, they still carried each other’s love in their hearts.

Buried this heart’s desire in their hearts, both were seeing the vicissitudes of life!
When Tara fell ill, she would take medicine prescribed by Danesh and whenever Danesh returned home on leave, he would talk to Tara throughout the journey and thus he would reach home with Tara’s prayers.
Since both of them were separated from each other, when Tara was taking medicine and when Danesh returned home, they would be sad and their eyes would become moist remembering each other.

Tara started writing her feelings and Danesh didn’t know what he was doing.
They never wanted to forget each other, but they were living in the foothills with each other in their hearts and souls. They didn’t know if they would ever meet, but there were still many things in their hearts that they would tell each other if they did.

In this way, with each other’s love in their hearts and each other’s souls, these two perfect beings were on their journey, not knowing which was the destination. They had so many memories that many times passed by reminiscing and feeling close to each other in the world of imagination thus this unfinished story of perfect love was moving towards an unknown destination.
They understood that love doesn’t need to meet each other to reach fulfillment because they will live forever in each other’s hearts. They didn’t know if they would ever meet or not but they both understood the true meaning of love and thus they were separated from each other but in reality, they were embedded in each other’s souls.
It was enough to each of them that people of their standards are present in this world.
No doubt, it’s much more difficult to find people of someone's quality but "a person who is written in destiny will come to them and the unwritten person will come but never stop".
As they loved each other too much but maybe they weren't written in their destinies they came to each other, fell in love with each other but couldn't stop with each other due to some reasons.
This thing gives them hope to be alive without each other!

A lot of time passed like this, and the love for each other was getting deeper in both hearts.

Danesh used to tag Tara in several videos on TikTok and Tara immediately started crying after watching the video. The love did not diminish with time but still both prayed to be "one" every day and every moment.
Both seemingly silent people had many grudges in their hearts embedded in each other's souls.

On the other hand, Tara was imagining only Danesh in her existence, most of Tara's words mentioned only Danesh and Danesh could not think of anything without Tara, but he still wanted to tell Tara.
"I'll take care of everything if you support me" and Tara can't help but cry thinking it's a crazy dream.

Every day, Tara expresses her feelings in words, thinking that if she gets it, she will use her hands to decorate the garland of her words around Danesh's neck.
"The end of love was visible!
There was no light, no hope of meeting".

But still, both of them were maintaining this nameless relationship with full honesty, both of them were considering themselves as each other's trust, don't know what fate had allowed, that they were showing dreams of meeting even after separation.

Both couldn't meet because Mr Ahmed was a nobleman and a man of old age.
In the caste of Danesh, marrying his daughter into this family was tantamount to abuse for Mr Ahmed.

While Tara is cooking in the kitchen with her mother, she gets upset at the mention of Danesh and tells her mother that I have separated from Danesh but they still love each other very much."Danesh will make me very happy", she says.
Tara was talking non-stop and Mrs. Ahmed became worried and quiet seeing her.
Mrs. Ahmed knew that Tara was a very innocent girl, she would never take a wrong step, but this time she had fallen in love herself and it seemed difficult to get back.

Mrs Ahmed further explained to Tara and said, "Dear! This is not possible for us, we have already been disrespected a lot and now what will people say, you should forget Danesh".
Tara left the kitchen hiding her tears and Mrs. Ahmed was lost in thought for a long time and kept looking at Tara.

Tara was trying hard to keep herself busy, sometimes she would pick up a book, sometimes she would sit down to write and sometimes she would go out to the fields to observe nature.

When Danesh got tired of being patient, he would mention Tara in the videos and try to show Tara the loss of his love, and Tara would become silent.

Mr Ahmed became very worried about Tara that now I should marry her. How long can I keep my daughters at home? One day they will have to leave but it is not easy to find good people for a relationship today.
He ordered Mrs. Ahmed to start preparations for Tara's marriage on her behalf.
Mrs. Ahmed also wanted Tara to try to forget Danesh when it comes to marriage and maybe she will be happy like before. But when Tara came to know about this, she started crying and said, "I have become a burden, you people also want to get rid of me?"
Her mother explained that daughters are not a burden but parents have a duty that we have to fulfill, they can't stop us.

But whenever that crazy girl thinks about her future, she sees only Danesh, she finds peace of mind and heart only in Danesh, she cannot separate herself from Danesh, even if many times she wants to meet Danesh and tell her that "someone will take your Tara forever, you will regret it for the rest of your life, just do something and find me!" but she could only think all this, not do anything.
Tara would say that if Danesh's family was someone else and that accident had not happened in our lives, no one would have prevented Danesh and me from meeting.
Perhaps love happens where it is not possible to meet!
It is not possible for anyone, if it were possible for both of them, they would never put themselves in this agony, but in vain!

Those who live in each other's thoughts and souls, can they live apart? No, love does not see whether it is possible or impossible, difficult or easy, Love goes wherever it wants to be, there is no end to it, it destroys man!



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