A Heart's Desire
By Tani Writes
Date: August 15, 2024
Ch. 41After Mr Ahmed's Order


Both of them had started living with each other in such a way that they had become accustomed to doing their daily routine as well as seeing each other's time and the only solution to thousands of sorrows was to talk to each other.
They used to share everything and became calm on each other's side. They were not living together physically but in imagination, they were living like a family. To do, to eat, to ask, to tell, to share the performance and activities of the whole day, encouraging each other in times of sorrow, and sharing their thoughts in free time. Now being apart or not talking to each other seemed like death to them, as if their lives had ended and their happiness had disappeared from this world.

They probably didn't even realize that they had become so close to each other that to separate was like death for both of them. Their bodies were alive but the souls were coming out and the noise of the destruction that was created inside them both. No one could listen.

They had always left their decision to God, but they asked for patience for God, but they did not have patience for God's decision.
Danesh had already told Tara that he would try his best and not once but again and again to get Mr Ahmed to speak for Tara and if Mr Ahmed still doesn't agree, then he will make the last effort himself.

Now once he was forbidden by Mr Ahmed, he could not sit still silent but without Tara's Christ or her side, he could not even talk to Mr Ahmed because he did not want to cause any kind of trouble or difficulty for Tara.

Danesh was determined that he would talk to Mr Ahmed himself for the last time and this would be his last attempt, but before that, he would make many small attempts and then in the end what was written in his destiny would happen. But he will not regret that he did not try to find his love.

Tara became completely silent, she did not eat or drink anything or talk to anyone, she was quietly in her room and engaged in her studies, and she used to share her fatigue and burden with her family. It seemed that now she didn't talk to Danesh, so she pressed all the burden on herself, she looked blank.
Mrs. Ahmed would also sit next to her to explain, Tara would get up and leave and say "You people are doing what you wanted, so what do you have to do with me or my happiness? Be happy and see what people will say and what they will think. You people should not care about my happiness or my thoughts. I'm a burden on you that's why you want to through me, I will not return, I will remember this".

While saying all this, she looked calm, but the pain inside her was still throbbing. She did not want to lighten or reduce the pain by crying. She was not letting it out so that her patience would not be insulted. But when she thought about that person who was nervous after not talking for a while and not telling the story and now she did not know How his flower-like Tara was suffocating, then streams of tears would continuously flow from Danesh's eyes, her self-control would break and she would weep bitterly.

She was angry with her existence, so she didn't even talk to herself. Danesh knew that Tara would be in a very bad condition and after God, only Danesh could take care of her, so instead of being weak and crying for Tara.
The strong man stubbornly insists the family go directly to Mr Ahmed and ask for Tara's relationship. There was also the thing that Mr Ahmed could not form a relationship here after so much agony.
Danesh was determined on one thing what will happen will be seen, just try once more and the doomsday that will come will not be greater than the doomsday that they have seen.
Danesh once again agreed to talk to Mr Ahmed and took another step towards Tara, proving his sincerity and love.

Mr Ahmed used to notice Tara's small talk, he saw how Tara was upset and how worried she was, he kept thinking in his heart that my suspicion was right, Tara likes Danesh. And ever since forbade him to talk to her, he's been so upset and sullen. He couldn't scold Tara because Tara had agreed to his decisions, but he obeyed Tara and married her to Danesh.

He couldn't even do her marriage to Danesh because he thought the world and society were more dear than Tara's happiness. That Tara likes Danesh and he should marry her where she wants.
The whole house was all confused because of Tara, the whole house which used to light up with her laughter was now crying because of her sadness.

Mr Ahmed, seeing Tara's deteriorating condition day by day, asked Mrs. Ahmed why Tara was looking so weak and worried, and what was in her heart. Mrs. Ahmed became silent and took a long breath.
Mr Ahmed understood everything very well but he wanted to hear this in clear words.

She answered him" Don't worry, she is a sensible girl and would agree with your all decisions", but Mr Ahmed was also the father and the pain was increasing in his daughter's face which he could feel.

Mr Ahmed used to respect Tara more than love her and given this respect he can't impose his wrong decision on Tara for the rest of her life. Because he couldn't meet his eyes, he was worried that he might make a wrong decision that he would regret for the rest of his life, for scaring Tara as a child, she was still deprived of confidence and now after childhood, they do not want to regret it until their old age by making a wrong decision.

The only solution to their problems is that the father asks his daughter about her happiness and the daughter tells all her worries to her father, then the father explained to the daughter that by looking at their motives, he is prioritizing his decision over her happiness, thus both calm down. But they were not talking to each other.



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