Danesh was sitting quietly listening to all this, it felt as if Tara had reached Danesh after completing the journey of many years alone and after telling the whole story, Tara was feeling tired.
They wanted to sit quietly next to each other because after knowing the circumstances and events of Tara's life, maybe Danesh had run out of words to give her support or courage.
Tara was not going to say anything and Now she couldn't even say anything that Tara didn't have courage and he didn't hear Tara's words but read them but he felt as if Tara had shouted all this in front of him many times. She was sobbing and still sobbing and felt the need to lighten her burden by hugging Danesh.
Danesh's heart also wanted to kiss Tara's shining eyes, Tara's heart beat faster, held her hand pulled her into his arms, and forgot all the pain by pressing her against his chest. She would weep and lighten all her pain and burdens, then fall asleep in the peaceful arms of Danesh.
She was so confused and worried that only a strong, empathetic person like Danesh could handle it. While comforting him, he had become aware of Tara's sincere innocence and all her virtues and faults, and now the love, respect, and devotion for Tara in his heart had exceeded limits, he didn't want to lose her at any cost.
He wanted to give Tara all the happiness in the world that she was missing until now, and what Tara needed most was love.
Danesh was full of love and declared Tara as the only heir of his immense love.
He was only praying that somehow Tara would be written in his destiny and he would fill Tara's life with flowers of happiness.
For a long time, such thoughts remained in his mind, and perhaps while thinking all this in the world of imagination, he placed his hand on Tara's head and kissed Tara's forehead several times and Tara held her hand firmly and heartily and felt peace of mind in his lap.
At that time, Danesh, who was sleeping, was very moved by her immense love and innocence, and her eyes were moist, knowing her fear, Danesh felt even more strange from the other whole world.
He was feeling very lucky to find Tara's love outside because Tara didn't care about money or status like the rest of the world and she didn't want anything, she just wanted love.
Her existence was immersed in love, she wanted to lay that love on some person or the other, she considered the love in herself as someone's trust and whoever got access to Tara's love would be a prince. That was the reason why Tara used to call Danesh a "prince" because Danesh had knocked her soul.
Danesh said, "Listen, O peace of my heart!
I have no such rare and precious thing in the world that I can compare you with, you are only one and best version of yourself for me".
His feet were not touching the earth that he was such a worthy and lucky person to have found a person like Tara and her love which he had not admitted till now Tara had not yet told Danesh How much she loved him, how she found him, how she is scattered in the thoughts of him, how she always feels the fragrance of Danesh in herself, how she calms herself by the side of Danesh in the world of imagination, she feels carefree and how she cannot even meet God's eyes while obeying him, lest God finds it disobedient to her, she does not even use the name of Danesh with her tongue, lest by doing so, she would disobey God and In order not to anger her father, she did not tell anything to Danesh, but Danesh felt everything, he was with her every moment and took care of her, so was he not aware of all this?
He used to know how Tara breaks herself and prays with him, how she confuses herself and fights for Danesh and wants to be him in every situation because she is afraid of everything and the world.
She only found herself calm with Danesh hiding herself behind him and wanting to face this world.
Danesh and Tara's families were very different, they had no connection even financially, so if they both wanted to be one, the world had to build a wall, but they didn't care what anyone thought.
She could only share herself with Danesh and wanted Danesh's love after Mr Ahmed.
Danesh's companionship as a human being became necessary for her. In return for this love, he did not want anything from Tara, he only wanted to make Tara the queen of his immense love.
This was what, he had not seen in anyone till now and he was the best person in the eyes of the world but he found himself complete only in Tara.
He didn't care if Tara got him or not, he said he got Tara because he fell in love with Tara's soul instead of her heart.
"There was no need, but he had already found Tara with a shawl of modesty. Tara did not need to speak in front of him because he had gained access to Tara's thoughts through her tone".
Tara was a very scared girl and she was afraid that no one would come near her and without touching her Danesh was embedded in her soul.
Danesh could tell his thoughts from his tone and he used to say "You just stay in front of my eyes, I can't even touch you without your permission, you just stay with me and stay in front of me, I don't need anything else from you".
This immense love of Danesh used to force Tara to take hands for begging and ask God to write this person in her destiny.
Tara was finding herself complete in Danesh, she could not find that peace and that immense love in any very good person in the world!
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