A Heart's Desire
By Tani Writes
Date: August 6, 2024
Ch. 32Dreams and Wishes


Once Mr Ahmed and Mrs. Ahmed argued about something and Mrs. Ahmed started crying.
It was morning, Tara was making breakfast in the kitchen when Mrs. Ahmed's tears rolled down her cheeks and Mr. Ahmed was laughing, "I was joking", then Tara turned her back and said, "This is a joke, Is there something called humanity or not, someone is so sad because of you and you are laughing".

On this, Mr Ahmed silenced Tara and she went to the room after some time.
It was Tara's fault that she felt later, that she should not have spoken in such a tone in front of her father, but she realized her mistake later. She did not notice because Mr Ahmed did not communicate much with her before.

Tara had a fever and she had gone to take medicine with Rumi. When she returned home, Mr Ahmed was also sitting in the kitchen but he didn't see Tara and didn't ask how is her condition. Tara also didn't feel that much because she knew that her father didn't ask her much before.

In the morning, Mr Ahmed asked Soni how was Tara's condition. At that time, Mrs. Ahmed said "You would have asked Tara yourself, and she would have liked it", he said, "No, now I have no humanity, she will teach me, she has misbehaved with me".
Mrs. Ahmed said to her "Your father had been hurt due to your misbehave". Tara was a little worried about your father's anger and kept thinking for a long time, after which she said "he also rarely talked to me before, let's see if he is angry now, he would never see me now!
While saying these things, she was smiling instead of crying as if she was hiding herself from her.

Everyone was sitting at the dining table eating, when Soni said "Baba! Tara was angry with you, she is sick and you didn't even ask about her condition".
At this, Mr Ahmed smiled and said, "I am also sick".
Tara took courage and said, "I couldn't bear to see my mother's tears, so I said the wrong thing, please forgive me".
Mr Ahmed started smiling and said, "It's okay, you people have the right to teach us", Tara lowered her eyes in shame.

Then once there was a discussion about children's marriage when Tara expressed some opinion, Mr Ahmed smiled and said that "he would do as you all think is best".
These words of her father gave her a lot of courage and she was much happy.
She went to her room and was happily smiling that Mr Ahmed respected her thoughts and she dared to express her opinion.

As advice, she could tell right from wrong and also share her thoughts. Mr Ahmed was very considerate of her feelings and her opinion and he could never take any decision that would hurt Tara.

She felt very satisfied in this limited father-daughter relationship and always tried not to hurt Mr Ahmed's heart because of her mistakes.

Every father is her daughter's superhero, in whose shadow every daughter feels calm and safe.
Where Mrs. Ahmed was her best friend Mr Ahmed was her courage, pride, and her first love.

Tara had a dream to start an NGO named after her father where the needs of every needy person would be met.
She wanted to be independent to fulfill this dream she said, "I want to go for Hajj with my parents on my own" and Mr Ahmed used to say many times to Mrs. Ahmed "We will take Tara with us to perform Hajj".
Tara felt the most unique feeling of hidden love for herself in her father's heart, she could not express this happiness in words and her eyes became wet with joy then a lot of prayers started showering for her parents from her heart.

She used to consider Mr Ahmed as her role model but she regretted one thing she was too weak and fearful to express her feelings openly in front of Mr Ahmed.

She wanted to marry a capable and strong person because in her eyes, money, beauty, or status did not mean anything but a heart that gave value and respect was important and she was sure that Mr Ahmed would choose a strong person like him for Tara, who would raise a voice for this weak girl and help her, realize her thoughts and fulfill her dreams because she just want a support system.

The world didn't like Tara and Tara didn't care about the world, she wanted to leave this world as a personality, not a person because a person becomes ends but a personality remains alive.

She wanted to write her father's name in golden letters on the back of her hard work for all this, she needed the support of Mrs. Ahmed, along with her prayers, all Tara needed was a pat and a moral reprimand from Mr Ahmed.
If she would have been convinced that Mr Ahmed had her back and that she was not alone. So, the whole world was with her. If so, she dared to do a difficult and impossible task easily.

But, Mr Ahmed didn't know those things about her he just saw her silent, While she was a very weak girl who cried over small things, she could only make her father proud by being the brave daughter of a very brave father by being with Mr Ahmed and getting his love and trust.

If Mr Ahmed had found out about all this, maybe she would have left everything and supported Tara and made her successful, but he didn't know anything, she was just quietly engaged in her work. She used to sleep for a long time, was usually sick, used to cry over small things, always looked confused, trying to succeed and maybe running away from her relatives, yes, she was afraid of such people, the world, the so-called relatives and relationships.
Not only relationships are made, but they are also maintained and many times, while creating new relationships, people destroy old relationships and lose the love that is already present in their hearts.

So, she was very limited, she wanted to go far in the field of education, she always said that "I would get knowledge from the mother's lap to the grave" and she wanted to make her name and her father's name on Ups of Sky.
She says "Life is only given once, it is not only to be spent but to be lived and to be lived in such a way that while dying there would be tears of joy in the eyes but the picture remains incomplete!



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