Mr Ahmed was stubborn "What will we do with those products, you sell them there", Tara was worried that now we would have to pay the second installment and if the products were brought home, then Mr Ahmed would again be angry.
Tara was doing the day and night hard work but she was not showing any success, she thought that she would sell the laptop and pay for the installation because Mr Ahmed was already very angry and his faith was still not restored, but that too with the help or permission of Mr Ahmed.
She could not sell the laptop without it.

When Mrs. Ahmed found out about this, she stopped Tara from doing so, saying that if you sell the laptop, what will the other siblings use?
You are not using it but it will work for other people, so don't sell it at any price!

The cost of unpaid installments on time was getting high and Tara was very worried because she could neither leave nor have any more money to pay the installments and even the hard work day and night did not pay off.
Many times she would have been disappointed that it would not be all done from her side but now upline Ayesha would always encourage Tara and explain that overnight success does not come to anyone, you have to be patient!

Before joining this company, Mr Ahmed himself had talked to Tara's upline and he all knew that this business was real but he wanted to save Tara from so much effort and Tara's stubbornness in joining this business forced him to be angry with Tara.
If he woke up in the middle of the night and saw that Tara was working, he would be very sad and angry, then he would not sleep from midnight to morning. He would not let Mrs.Ahmed sleep because they would talk to her and Tara's anger would also go out on Mrs. Ahmed.
After Mrs. Ahmed, it would be turned to Soni because Tara would not come out of the room. Soni and Mrs. Ahmed had to endure Mr Ahmed's anger.

During this time, Mani used to support Tara she had done this stubbornness for our sake so that she could earn something by sitting at home and supporting us financially, but Rumi used to get a chance and he would say bad things that now this money would sink and Tara's stubbornness had to destroy everything, we will not leave anywhere!

On the one hand, Tara was sad about not getting success after working hard day and night, on the other side, her family was disturbed due to her that's why she felt very helpless.
Because of this, Tara has to bear all this when the second installment is not being paid so Mrs. Ahmed advises Tara that "Ayesha calls you sister so you take money as borrow from her and pay her back from your earnings".
Tara hated to ask for money from anyone, but circumstances forced her to do such things which were hated by her.
Tara only asked Ayesha for 20,000 and for the remaining 17,000 she requested Mr Ahmed to arrange from somewhere. At that time, the price of the products was 91,000 and Tara did not want to increase it further, so she wanted to pay the second installment as soon as possible.

Ayesha gave the money, then Mr Ahmed also transferred the money and one of the problems of Tara was over, but after not getting success she was much depressed.
The bad talks that Tara would have to listen to would become too much for her and she would cry a lot and work harder than ever.

Tired of Mr Ahmed's behavior and anger, Mrs. Ahmed would also scold Tara that it would have been better if you had not been stubborn, now you are neither successful nor there is peace in the house.

Everyone used to take out their anger on Tara, but to whom would she tell her pain?
When she was too forced, she would take a paper pencil and write long texts, which would lighten her burden, where the pain and sorrow were tolerated by paper, this paper used to drink her tears there too.

She was becoming completely mentally paralyzed had constant headaches and had committed suicide by taking pills because of hard work and family disturbance.

4th semester's result was good CGPA passed and now Mr Ahmed admitted him in the 5th semester.
There were no maths staff in any institution and the college from where admission was sent was very far away from their house.

Now, Tara had to sit at home and cover the fifth semester by herself, which was already a lot of brain drain, and now she had to study and make notes by herself, for which she took help from YouTube and Google!

She started to cover the syllabus along with her online work without being told or demanded by the teacher. She was doing some online courses to get some other skills along with the daily routine timetable she had made.
Lectures on courses then studying online business, cooking dinner, praying five times a day for success, and so on were included in her timetable, the long summer days passed without rest.

Ramadan consisted of fasting and working all day and sleeping only two hours at night, then sleeping for two or three hours after Suhoor.
Her mistakes were that she wanted to be successful while staying at home, wanted to protect her father from people's words, wanted to support her father financially, wanted to bear all the expenses of her siblings' education, and wanted to make Mrs. Ahmed feel proud of being the mother of a successful daughter, but She used to get scolded just because she is stubborn and talks to different people on social media.

Once Tara was sleeping after fasting and Mr Ahmed started the same discussion in the morning, so there was so much fight in the house that the whole house became restless and Mrs. Ahmed started crying.

Mr Ahmed blamed all this on her and insulted her very much. The poor thing was very distressed and she started crying.
What is done was in front of Mr Ahmed, so why is only Mrs. Ahmed getting the punishment for all this?
It was also written that she wanted to say everything to Mr Ahmed which she again wrote on paper, but she could not say anything due to being very weak and discouraged, and the paper kept the words of Mr Ahmed's part in itself.
Tara deleted all material about her business from her mobile phone and gave the mobile to her father.
Mr Ahmed refused to take the mobile phone, and said "Where so much money has been wasted, keep this mobile phone or break it!