Tara was busy giving a math test when a girl brought sweets to the class, when the teacher asked her, she said "Tara's father had brought sweets for the entire college", then Tara realized and her eyes became tears that Mr Ahmed was so kind and happy as those who share such sweets.
The teacher also congratulated Tara and asked "You are so good and intelligent but why are you worried all the time? Tara bowed her head and said, "It is my habit to be quiet like this".

Tara was told by her teachers that "your father was very happy and he was proud of you" but she still sat silent.
"He never expressed his happiness in front of me". This thing was being repeated in her mind again and again.

Resentment and suspicions were increasing in her heart.
The math teacher felt that Tara was trembling because of his fear, but when he secretly saw Tara's shaking hands while giving the computer test, he was worried and saddened, He Went and shared this thing with the whole staff and they all said that Mr Ahmed has raised his children very well but has been intimidated to such an extent and that is why Tara is behaving like this.

The in charge of the class had only one stubbornness: Tara! why don't you understand the environment of the house and outside the house? How is your family determined caused by behavior and you make your father ashamed because of your behavior he is a very noble and cheerful person while you are the opposite of him!
After hearing all this, she kept her self-control and said, "I can't pretend that I am the way I am and I can't change myself!"

Mr Ahmed was convinced of Tara's ability and he often praised Tara in front of people and his other children, but he was always silent in front of Tara. For any work that Tara used to do in silence, the name of Tara was rarely mentioned by her father.

Tara's intelligence and her unusual behavior made her stand out from the crowd, which is why she was looked at differently in the college and by all the staff, which made some of the girls in her class jealous and they tried Tara's role down in front of the whole college.
It saddened her more when she realized that people whom she thought were sincere turned out to be hypocrites, she was getting more and more confused.

In the second year, there was a trip to the college and everyone was very excited but Tara was not allowed to go she did not want to go but, on the constant insistence of the teachers, Mr Ahmed sent Rumi with Tara and Tara went on the trip by permission of Mr Ahmed.

As she was the senior in the class, so every girl on the bus was responsible for Tara, whatever point they stopped, everyone was enjoying themselves, and Tara looked busy with her class attendance. At last, she was very tired and cowered in a corner and sat down, it was the first time when she went with a tip and Mr Ahmed was very worried.

Tara was very worried, she knew what would be the end of Mr Ahmed's anger and all his anger would be going out on Mrs. Ahmed.

On the way back, it was late at night.
Mr Ahmed was getting angry with the teachers for making calls.
Tara was also unconscious, so one of the teachers encouraged her and told Tara about his life experiences.
Tara was listening silently. She knew that these people only wanted to encourage her to live a normal life.

A teacher explained, "Problems are like small pebbles. If you keep them close to your eyes, they will look very big, and if you throw them away, they will look very small and easy to walk on these".
Learn to live like people and don't take your problems on your head!
Then he lovingly put his hand on Rumi's head and asked "If she gets confused at home and fights with people? Then Rumi started smiling and said she started crying over small things and cannot fight with anyone", the teacher started smiling at Rumi's words.
Rumi fell asleep and Tara told the teacher to put a hat on my brother's head so that he wouldn't get cold, which made the teacher even more surprised by how much this girl cares about others and loves everyone. But she doesn't believe in herself.

It was almost 3 a.m. when Rumi and Tara went home and fell asleep.
In the morning, Soni told her that Mr Ahmed was very angry and had a fight with other teachers.
Tara was very worried and scared. Because she was not going in front of Mr Ahmed, she had made a promise to herself that she would not go on any trip in the future and this was the first and last trip of her life.

In 2nd year class, all the staff was very capable and due to the regular testing schedule, Tara's preparation was going very well.
The physics paper in the December test was very confusing. Tara was very worried after seeing the paper. While giving the result, the teacher mentioned that "a student was more confused after seeing a confused paper, but the best paper and the highest marks also belong to the same student, so I don't understand why she doesn't believe in her proficiency".

Tara's percentage of marks in the December test was very good, she was not able to gain self-confidence even after seeing her achievements.

She gave the money from the scholarship to Mr Ahmed to invest in some work when it was needed by him and she was very happy that for the first time, she came to her father's work.
Only one of her dreams was Mr Ahmed's name which was to be raised with pride.

It used to be a month before the papers started when the coronavirus epidemic started spreading rapidly and all the educational institutions were closed, so first the papers were postponed and then the news of the results based on first-year marks started circulating.