A Heart's Desire
By Tani Writes
Date: May 13, 2024
Ch. 15Her School Life


As a result of 5th class, Tara secured a position in her class and secured the highest first division on the board.
Mr Ahmed was happy about Tara's success but he did not make Tara feel it.

At that time, it was customary to give no more education than primary to girls, so Tara was prevented from studying further after primary, but Mrs. Ahmed was a very sensible person, she stubbornly allowed Tara to study further.

In the 6th class, Urdu medium and English medium subjects were to be chosen but Tara went to school several months after the class started also considering Tara's intelligence teachers chose her subjects in English medium here.
Tara worked hard and Got a position in the class with very good marks. At the same time, Tara's grandfather died.
Seeing Mr Ahmed crying for her father, feelings of love for her father also began to emerge in Tara's heart.

Tara this time, went with her grandmother. She went with them during the summer holidays and stayed there for several months.
She was very happy to go there like she was a child, but after some time she realized that my parents and siblings were my everything. She recited the Holy Quran for the first time in her life and her hard work was appreciated there as well but at every moment of this happiness she felt the immense lack of her parents' love but she could not understand this lack.
This was the last time when Tara went to their grand house without her parents. She had stayed with her grandmother for so long.

In the seventh grade, Tara started having a stomach ailment and because of this, she was confused. Even in this illness, Tara could not get close to Mr Ahmed, while Mr Ahmed took her to take her medicine. He was taken Tara to different hospitals and tried to get the best treatment. Due to this disease, Tala's eyes became sore and because of this, his thick eyelids started to fall.
This time there was a very strict maths teacher in the class was appointed and Tara became very afraid of him. Because of the fear of his father, he found every difficult task easy, so due to his fear of the teacher maths became her favorite subject.

She was on the board again in the 8th class and with time, she was getting wiser and hard worker. Once their teacher had tested the whole class in mathematics and changed the questions while taking the test in class to see the ability of the children to solve this confusing question in the best way. When it gets difficult for everyone, Tara solves it easily.
When they became impressed and asked "Where from you learning at home?" she told him that she didn't grow up with anyone, so she prepared it by herself.

The fear of Mr Ahmed's scolding and the thought of never making a mistake had started to make her a perfect person.
Once Mr Ahmed noticed her impressive writing, he was very happy but did not appreciate it.

When exams were started and they went for papers, How was your paper? Apart from asking, there was no conversation between them, they remained silent throughout the journey.

Mrs. Ahmed was pregnant when she became free from her middle exams and she got an A plus grade in the results and finished the exams.

Mrs. Ahmed was very worried about the house and the children, who would take care of everything, but at that time, Tara took care of the house, her mother, and her siblings in a way that a mother could take care of everything.

She learned how to cook and then she used to do all the work herself. At that time, everyone was very satisfied seeing this, but no incident could end the distance between the two father and daughter.

Once Tara mentioned that she would do matric in science subjects, on which Mr Ahmed scolded that "science is not that easy and also said that the classes have already started, so it has been enough, there is no need to go to school anymore, just take care of the house and Take care of your mother!"
She started crying and insisted to her mother that she would cover the syllabus by herself no matter how much time had passed. Just give her permission to study more and she will complete Matric with science.
Mrs. Ahmed consoled her and requested to Mr Ahmed.

Two months into ninth grade, Tara's younger brother was born and till that moment she wasn't going to school.

At that time, Tara entered the school for the first time thinking that she would take the books and prepare by sitting at home so that her mother could also be helped at home and her studies would continue, but as soon as Mrs. Ahmed got better, she started her takes back the responsibilities and urges Tara to focus on her studies.

Tara considered herself older than her age and her weakness was that she did not touch her younger brother for a long time lest he pick up and drop the child. The name of her younger brother's name was selected by Tara "Ayan".
In respect of Tara, Mr Ahmed also liked the same name.

Tara had fully blossomed her innocence and her childhood.
In this class, a teacher asked the whole class about prayer and made a promise that from now on all the children would pray five times a day.
She promised that she would offer five-time prayers but she was confused about, whether she would be able to fulfill or not her promise, but her decisions were very firm, which she used to think and show by doing.

Since then, Tara has become a devotee, the lack of love made her quick to trust people that's why she misbehaved with her class fellows.

Even if she met someone who looked at her with love, she used to be the same person, and many times she was cheated by the girls of the class because of this reason. She was hungry for love and emotions.



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