Due to the network issue at Danesh's house, he would have stayed here for as long as he could to talk to Tara, leaving home where internet service is easily available.
One night, he had to get a hotspot for the internet from his brother, and when Tara asked, Danesh said, " My Brother knows, I talk to you and I want to marry you".
When she heard this, Tara just thought of her father. "OK, what will Danesh's brother think of me that my father has trained to talk to boys before marriage?" she became very sad about this and she stopped talking to Danesh all night, she got a fever and she just fell silent.
Danesh waited for Tara all night, but Tara blocked his number and stopped communicating.
These few days were too hard for Danesh. He wanted to talk to Tara in every way, but she was not touching her mobile phone.
After the evening prayer, Tara's eyes and hands were soaked with tears when calls and messages came from an unknown number on her mobile phone in Soni's hand.
Tara immediately got out of bed, drank water, and tried to relax after listening to Danesh's voice.
Danesh was stubborn to talk with her when Soni repeatedly explained to Danesh that Tara was not well and that she would not be able to talk to you, but Danesh was cowardly that I had to talk to her anyway.
Tara was crying in bed and talking, " O God! I don't know if I will be able to succeed in my trial. What is the sign of this man's return to my life?"
Tara agreed to talk to him after his many struggles and told him, "I'm not angry with you, I'm just ashamed of what I've done, what your brother would think of me".
Danesh comforted him, explaining "He is my brother Tara! He can never think of anything wrong with you, don't think too much about it".
After some relaxation with Tara, Danesh even made some complaints about how you leave me and I sit at your feet, you are the only person for whom I have staked my self-esteem and you have no sense of anything!
Tara was so embarrassed to hear this and said, "I do this so that you can hate me and forget about me, but you don't get away from me despite all this, but you get closer to me".
For a long time at night, the complaints and consolations went on and on, and then Tara fell asleep. Danesh wandered out of the house alone for a long time and went out for his duty in the morning.
Now Tara was shy enough in herself that nothing could be more than his self-esteem for a man, but Danesh has also trampled his self-esteem for me, what will happen will be seen now, but leaving this man will now be a completely wrong decision!
Danesh was starting to know Tara more than she did but wanted to know the motives that had kept Tara stingy and her self-esteem weak then Tara's writing down her feelings instead of speaking was drowning him in a sea of thoughts.
One day, Danesh asked Tara the reason for all this, Tara told him about some accidents and the fear of the same accidents and incidents of childhood kept Tara tied up.
He was distraught to hear all this. He thought that he would teach Tara to live like a normal person so, he insisted that Tara tell him all the truth about herself so that he could know Tara's psyche. He knew that telling Tara was confusing so he stubbornly wrote it down.
Tara tried very hard to shave because she did not want to be upset by remembering accidents but Danesh was stubborn on his stubbornness he wanted to correct her knowing everything.
The days passed by and Tara repeatedly tried to get rid of sharing her childhood with Danesh.
Sameer was unable to notice any interest or positive response from Tara, he was worried about "what Tara lacked in me that she did not like me or want to marry me, but he could not even ask Tara because he had no arguments or evidence to prove his thinking, he was silent thinking that Tara would ever mention her likes or dislikes to herself and I would understand everything".
After every two or four days, Danesh would talk to Tara to try to find out the motives and he knew that until Tara wrote everything down, he couldn't know what the reasons were and what the solution could be, so he would force her to rewrite it, but Tara would stop all by making some excuse.
Danesh also believed he would take her childhood from Tara by reading her words.
Aiza, after marriage, met Maryam and asked her, "How do you guys know Tara, and Danesh have anything to do with Tara?"
Maryam said, "Tara's father is Danesh's friend and uncle too, therefore, we continue to go to his house". Maryam also said that Danesh likes Tara. Hearing all this, Aiza became quite upset and started thinking in her heart that Danesh would only be mine!
Aiza was a very emotional girl at home from childhood, she would find what she loved because she believed that fate bowed to her stubbornness.
Perhaps Danesh was liked by her at first glance, so she wanted to make Danesh her own anyway, and she could cross every line for it.
She would text Danesh every day and unpleasantly Danesh replied to her, it would make Aiza angrier and there would be a flare of anger "Why does this man ignore me, and what is so special about this Tara that it doesn't like me? what is this boy who then understands himself?"
Speaking with Danesh, Tara was now becoming quite normal and it felt good to share herself with Danesh, because perhaps no one had tried to get to know her until today, and the attention of Danesh was calming her mentally.
Danesh had always wanted Tara's happiness, so he was insisting on telling her only about her childhood.
After a long time, Tara ran away from him, she thought that she would tell Danesh everything and would not hide anything from him, because she was aware of the sincerity of Danesh and his love, so she only felt the existence of Danesh in herself.
Holding the paper pencil in her hand, Tara was sitting in one corner of the room, headed to her childhood journey, and began to tell...
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