My hands were itching to commit the malfeasance. She is too young to involve in that bullshit. My chastity intervenes. I open my eyes and study her. She looks so small, fragile and pure like a princess. "Put on a comfortable night wear and have a pleasant sleep baby girl." I tell her running a hand on her head and leave the room immediately without turning back before I commit the heinous crime.

Will I be able to control myself today? I want her to graduate before she shackles herself in responsibilities of matrimony and motherhood. Will I be able to hold my abstinence for her well being at least for another year?

Chapter 26

Ajit

I couldn't sleep the night properly. I took a cold shower twice but still found no comfort. Masturbating myself several times in the washroom I reached my bed with puffy eyes in the middle of the night. I wrapped myself in the blanket and closed my eyes praying to get some sleep when I hear the twist of the door knob.

I could hear her footsteps coming closer to my bed and I feel a poke on my back. "Ajiiiiiiit" she drags my name almost in a whine. I often hear that voice whenever she wanted something from me. I did not want to face her today, at least at this hour because I fear I am going to lose my control and do the unforgivable. But the scratching on my back wouldn't stop becoming more restless with time. "Ajit" I hear her voice again and now it is vulnerable. Her dejection is my biggest weakness and that's it! I gave up, marking it as the end of my penance to stay away from her. How could I deny her of anything? She is my little girl and I am willing to do anything for her.

I turn back on the bed and open my eyes to meet her beautiful greys. Oh God! They were about to water. "What is it baby girl? Why are you crying?" I take her small hand in my big warm one and pull her to my lap sitting on the bed, cross legged. Her legs were resting either side of my waist and she was facing me. As I absorb every feature of her, my vision moves down to her lips. Her rims were the most beautiful, luscious pinks I had ever seen as I gaze at them looking lost. Slowly they turn in an inverted 'u'. Sweet Heavens! I have enough experience to know, the outcome of that expression. I quickly pull her to my chest and as usual start my cute interrogation with her.

"Baby Girl, does it hurt you somewhere? Are you not feeling well?" She shakes her head which was still buried in my chest. I run a hand on her long silky hair. "Did somebody speak something wrong to you at the party?" I ask her further staring at the wall in front of us. She mumbles a "no". I look down and slowly take hold of her small hand in my large one. Rubbing it lightly with my thumb at the back of it to sooth her, I continue to question her. "Did you have a fight with anybody in the college?" She holds her head out of my chest and looks at me with watery eyes "I" she stutters. I encourage her to speak further nodding my head. She brings herself closer to my chest hugging me. Her hands were around my neck and face nuzzled as always on my chest. "Ajit" She mumbles my name lowly and pauses for a while and habitually I wait in patience for her to open up. "I have been getting these wet dreams since a while. I try hard to arrest them but they simply don't stop. Today was the hardest."

I put a finger on her quivering lips forbidding her to speak further. "Shh, I understand baby girl." I whisper drawing circles at her back to calm her. "There is nothing wrong you have done to feel ashamed. You are my fiancée and my wife to be. Having such thoughts is nothing wrong when we are already engaged." I speak to her softly holding her gaze with a slight smile. "We could always start being a family but I want you to grow a bit older so that you can shoulder your responsibilities more easily." I make her understand by consoling her.

Oh God, how much did I mess up? I wanted to help her with the attire as she was too tired. I come out of my thoughts and speak. "Let me help you with something." My hands slowly move to her waist and grip her top. Enduringly I raise it above her head to free it out of her body. She wasn't putting on any bra probably because she wanted to stay loose on the bed. My eyes immediately were filled with passion looking at her shapely breasts. They were in perfect shape. Pointed at the tip like small mountains, with pink buds, they were taunting me to touch them.

My hands which were resting on her shoulders desirously slide down to her bosom. She takes a heavy, shaky breath as soon as my palms reach her private area. My fingers leisurely wrap to hold her bristols and knead them. She brings her body closer to me, a shy smile on her face as her core pressed against my groin making me hard instantly. Her legs, which were resting on either side of my waist, pull her more into me. Having no clue on getting evoked she innocently rubs her lady part vigorously to my manhood. "Ajit, there is something poking me over there." She speaks in a whisper pointing to the south of her body." Looking down I answer her peeping into her optics with a close lipped smile. "It is okay baby girl, little Ajit loves you. He won't harm you."