I heard a knock on my door that woke me up.
I fell asleep without noticing it, maybe I’m just too tired.
I guess I was deaved and went straight to the door of my room to see who was disturbing my beauty sleep because it knocked too much. The kind of knocking on the door as if there were a fire.and want to break rooms door.
“There it is,” I drippily said.
I’m still wiping my hair while yawning because I’m still really sleepy. I still feel dizzy. I’m already answering, but someone is still knocking; it’s annoying. I suddenly opened the door to my room while I was wiping. Without a word, someone hugged me, and I fell down with him. He was dragged to me and smelled a familiar perfume.
I was stunned; everything seemed to be in slow motion to me when I realized that it was my future husband who was on top of my body right now. I couldn’t hear anything but my heart beating fast, and it felt like there were butterflies fluttering in my stomach. He was just staring at me. I noticed the movement of his Adam’s apple several times; our lips almost touched by each other, as if I wanted to cross the space so I could feel his lips approaching my lips. Fortunately, the impact was not strong because, by chance, both of our lips were hit. Then I felt unusual feelings. I realized that it seemed that my feminine was caught by his swollen front; I could feel the things in between his thighs.
I knew it. I’m not that innocent in that matter.
“What the hell?” He cursed.
He immediately stood up. While he pulled my arm, so I can stood up too.
“You were so harsh by pulling my arm; it almost took my arm off.”
He hurriedly closed the door to my room. I was alarmed; I’m not prepared.
“What’s going on, what do you think you are doing? It’s not because I’m deadly in love with you; you can do whatever you want with me. Oh, Dwayne, you’re my future hubby, but please don’t surprise me or flirt with me. Make me feel the excited pleasure of being courted first, please.” My long litany to him. It’s like I’m nervous, but I’m excited too.
“F**k! What are you talking about? Look at you. We have a lot of male guests here almost all the time, but do you want to let them party seeing you in that gross scenery when opening this damn door of yours? Do you think I’m really going like you? No, not even in my dreams.” That’s how his insensitivity is again.
“So?” I raised an eyebrow at him. “I can’t get you.”
“Fu*k, look at you. What the hell are you wearing? You’re wearing almost nothing. You’re almost naked; are you trying to seduce me?” But despite her shouting, I noticed her swallowing many times as his Adams apple moved thoroughly.
“If only I had known that you were the one knocking, I should have taken off my clothes. I thought there was a fire. And what’s wrong with me?”
“I think that’s what you did right now. Isn’t it? See, coming from your mouth.”
I covered my mouth.
“Oh my, oh my gosh, oh my gosh, I’ve forgotten? I fell asleep. It’s your fault,” I said between panicking and running to the bathroom of my room.

When I entered, I immediately leaned my body against its closed door. I clutched my chest in fear. I wanted to cry in shame. He had almost seen everything about me and that was too embarrassing. I don’t have anything to be ashamed of; the only problem is that I’m wearing not just a typical panty. I’m wearing a lacey T-back and nipple tape only. It’s good; it’s still really good that I didn’t remove it before I fell asleep.

“Just one more to make me believe that you did not do it intentionally.”

“Tssss, its useless anymore; it seems your not interested in me instead.”

“Tssss, you’re so mean and pathetic. Hurry up there; let me remind you, might you not be aware that it’s already dinner time? Aunty Mau ordered me to call you; you know she doesn’t want the food to wait,” Dwayne said outside the bathroom door.

“Okay, you can go. I’ll be next to you. Unless you want to see porn for free.”

“Tssss. You’re going crazy, Meisha.”

“Yes, I am crazy about you.”
What happened between us earlier was scandalous.
My mouth was just a little bit sloppy and rude, but in this case, my confidence would actually drop.
This is the most embarrassing moment I have ever had.
Dwayne and I will meet at the table later when we are about to eat; I still haven’t moved on from what happened. But why should I be shy? He’s the one who pestering my sleep first. Maybe it’s my fault to be careless and open the door of my room almost naked, but it only happened because I was deaved at that time.

I took deep breaths many times.

“Ok, Meisha, just calm down and think that I can manage it.” I said to myself.

Then I showered quickly and got dressed.

I took a deep breath before leaving my room.

When I arrived at the dining room, everyone was there, including my brother’s friends, so I was going to eat with them together. Dwayne was also here, but I don’t have to adjust for him.

“Finally you arrived,my dear sister. We’ve been dragging you for a while; we’re very hungry.” My brother said that it was obvious to want the menu on the table because it is his favorite.
‘Oh, why, brother? Did I bring the pot?”
“Meisha,” I immediately made a peace sign with mommy and daddy.”.
“Ok, daughter, sit down. And because you were the last to approach the table, you may lead the prayer so we can enjoy our dinner now.” It’s not mom’s order; it’s actually the rules at our table that once you’re late for sitting down during mealtime for whatever your reason is, or even if you’re sitting but leave before you start eating and when you return, you’re the only one waiting, you will lead the prayer.