"Wait, what do you mean? That it is possible that I am having a baby here in my womb right now?" She took a long breath. "That I bore his child in just one night that I accidentally surrendered my virginity to him? That I am pregnant?" I asked my doctor friend a series of questions.
 
"What do you want to hear from me? Okay. Whatever it is, yes, it is possible." she said. "Wait."
 
She went out for a while, and when he came back, she was carrying her bag, which she always carries when entering the hospital.
 
"Here, I always carry this in my things in case a patient needs to use it." While finding something from her bag. "Here, use it to test yourself so we can confirm if it's positive." After rummaging through her bag and seeing what she was looking for, she handed it to me, and I looked at it.
 
It is a pregnancy test kit.
 
"What am I going to do here?" I asked, confused; it's my first time using it, so I have no idea how.
 
"Eat it or if you want put it in your pus*." She said while laughing. "You're really makes me annoying Pat."
 
"I'm sorry,you know what? You makes me wonder how you became magna cumlaude if you didn't know how simply reading the instruction." 
 
"I'm also wondering if  you are really a doctor. Because it's hard for you to be a doctor, you only have short patience. What if I can't read?" I grinned at her.
"Be patient, Doc. Fatima Kate Baldwin, if you want to have more patients."
 
"Are you going to use that, or are we going directly to the hospital?" I ignore what she said.
 
This is it; I'm going to read the instructions.

Doc. Can you get your eyes fixed, or do you want the bad wind to blow you out of sight?
"My hair would turn white if all my patients were like you, Meisha Louise Resnik Colin."

"What do I do now? If it turns out to be positive, how do I tell him? That he raped me, and I am the fragile one who also touched our human anatomy? What will I tell my parents?" questions in my mind.

Will they accept us?
Will he accept it?
Or will I hide it from them?
I'm nervous, but it's okay.

I went into the bathroom with the pregnancy test kit.
I read the instructions carefully and did what was indicated in the packaging. I came out of the bathroom confused and my brain almost refused to function. I don't know what I will feel—will I be happy, sad, angry, or depressed? I don't know; I don't know what my reaction should be. I was greeted by Pat Pat, who had been waiting for me to come out.

"Shang, what's up? Have you finished yet?" I looked at her. When I heard her voice, my tears began to fall, and no matter how hard I tried to stop it, it wouldn't stop.

"Why are you crying? Is something hurting with you?" She asked worriedly, and I asked to convey to her that there is no pain in me.

"What's the result? Is it positive?" I bit my bottom lip, which almost bled, and then nodded.
"It's ok, I'm here." She hugged me and caressed my back. I didn't want to open my mouth. Because I know that once I open my lips to speak, I will burst into tears. Later, she took the pregnancy test kit from me. And she watched it on her own.

"Gosh, you're too OA. I thought it was positive." My eyes widened. I wiped my tears from my eyes with my hands.

"Are you sure? It's two lines when I see it."

"What did I say?" She said with a smile, but there were tears in his eyes.

"OMG, its positive," she yelled. "Shang You are pregnant, you are going to be a mother. CONGRATULATIONS." She said while laughingly that make me crying loudly.

"You really mean PatPat;, I thought I just misanalyzed," you said between sobs.

"At least get your voice out."

"Thank you."

"oops"

"I know there's nothing free these days; I'll take it back, especially when you're the one who needs my help."

"Stop crying; my uniform will be wet when you cry. Your tears can't do anything; you'll just be weak. It's already been there; just accept it. Besides it's a blessing from above.

Z Z Z Z Z Z Z Z Z Z

"Shang, you're an idiot again."

"Are you saying something?

Oh, I'm telling you. Maybe until now you still enjoy the greatness of fafa Dwayne inside you; that's why you are acting like that."

"There you go again; you're really having a foul mouth. How can I move on from my stupidity when you always remind me of that?"

"Sorry, too emotional; this pregnant woman is dramatic."

"I'm just mesmerized by the outcome of my resort and camp site that I landscaped; you don't want to send me there because you're making me crippled by it."

"Don't worry, it's already done early next month."
"Why don't you agree to let me visit the property we  build. I visited it before I went to Korea." I mumble.
"You know why? You are very prone to miscarriage, especially in the first trimester of your pregnancy. I don't want to put you and your baby at risk. I will feel guilty if something bad happens to you." She was right because I had spotting just last month and she said it's not normal. She also said I could get a miscarriage if I'm not careful.
That's why I love my best friend so much, but I'm not used to just staying at home; I am feeling like I'm going to get sick.
" I know that, but you can never blame me if I think about my property. You know that I build it for the sake of my children. At least I am prepared if  Mommy and Daddy will know about my situation. Even if they reject me and they will not give my inheritance, at least the future of my children is secured."
"Didn't I say that I will take care of your Dreamland? Don't worry, I told you that it  will be mobbed by people when we  open it to the public, and it will happen soon."
"Just make sure you pay me when it's running. And don't try to scam me because I'm going to make rally to you." we laughed together.
"Hahaha, I still like seeing the progress." "You Meisha, kindly be honest with me; do you have a trust issue with me, Shang?" She asked me with her raised eyebrows while both arms were on his chest.
"Nothing, Doc." I answered to her.
"Don't think about it, okay? Your millions won't be wasted it will not going for nothing. Promise, I guarantee that to you."
"I am imagining if what is the outcome?" "Just trust in your inspired landscape design; don't you know if it it will might exceed your expectations?"
"Because I don't even know our workers their.."
"Just trust the process, Shang. Everything will be alright."