Thank you for the sweet moment that you gave me. Honestly, I could use this incident as an excuse to make you mine forever, but I won't. If I have to keep this moment a secret, I will keep it a secret. I don't want you to be mine because you have no choice and are forced to. But I'm hoping that the day will come when you will be mine completely. You will always be my future hubby as long as you are single. I'm glad I'm your first. And I have no regrets that you were also my first in everything that I gave you—what I treasured the most, even though I promised myself that I would only give my purity to the man who would marry me in the near future.

After quickly and carefully dressing up, I immediately looked for paper and a pen. Then I left him a note next to the lampshade. I stuck it in a mini notebook or a book. I don’t know what it is, but it has a red bug print on its cover.
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Mr. Arrogant Virgin,

Thank you for the wonderful night.
It hurts, but it’s yummy. There’s no regret about accidentally giving in, I like it. Until our next meeting, when we cross paths again. I love you, I really do.

Your’s,
Lady Bug

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I am Miesha Louise Resnik Colin. 22 years old. They say I'm naughty, and they think I count men because of being a partygoer. But they don't know that I haven't had any boyfriends since birth and, technically, have never been kissed or touched by someone else. Because I already promised myself that I wanted to give my first kiss to the person who will be my forever and ever. And I've already chosen one who's the love of my life, and he will be my future husband someday, no matter what. It's just too bad that he hasn't chosen me yet. How sad, isn't it?

I have only had one great crush since elementary days, and I think this is not just a simple crush anymore. I am sure that I am already falling in love with someone who is my brother’s best friend. Why? Kuya had three best friends; they were solid, as in, they all had attractive looks. They are all handsome and macho too; they always exercise, which is lifting sacks of rice at the rice mill company that we own. They already exercise, and at the same time, they earn money from it.

Dwayne is one of my brother’s three best friends and became my great crush, but now I already claim him as my future husband. And I’m not ashamed to show and say that, even in front of Mommy and Daddy. There is no problem with them as long as I prioritize my studies before thinking about boyfriend things. But if there’s a boy, I think it’s only him who makes my day completely. His inspiration and his rejection were my motivation. No woman has been linked to him yet. How I wish that he would notice me even just a little bit as a lady who is loved dearly. If only the heart could be taught who to love, I would teach his heart to love me. But I know, you know, we all know, that the wind blows differently as the wheel rolls, and the sun will shine, so it is not impossible when the time comes that he will realize that I am the one who fits into his heart. And when it happens, I’ll make sure he won’t feel defeated if he chooses to love me because, as most people say, I have a charm that is hard to resist and a brain that is higher than others, and of course I will love him more than I love myself. So, I am confident; how long? I’m not sure, but one thing is for sure: I love him so much, and I hold it till I can breathe.

You, Dwayne Ian Fuentebella Van Damme, if the time goes by and you fall in love with one and only Meisha Louise Resnik Colin, I will make you suffer to have me just a little bit because of ignoring me. But when can it happen? Even a little look for me was nothing.

But if I can't get it through flirting, let's get it through force. Hahaha, joke, but it can be true. Or I'll hide for a while. They say that you will only know the value of a person when they leave you. Maybe Dwayne will find in his heart the value of me in his life when I'm away from his sight.
After a long day of meetings, I’m exhausted because I want to acquire a piece of land and develop it into a farm resort and camping area that I can call my own rather than merely inherit from my parents. This idea I have in mind is unknown to my parents. I’m undergoing on-the-job training; that’s all they know. In actuality, I was really on my OJT prior to meeting the owner of the property I intend to purchase.
"Hello people out there, I'm home." My voice echoed throughout the house.
My brother and his buddies were about to attract flies in their mouths from gazing at me when I entered the living room. With the exception from that, though, Dwayne was the only person who remained unresponsive to my charm. I must have mesmerized them with my beauty. Why not?My 34-25-36 hourglass form was accentuated by the royal blue bodycon dress I was wearing and the black lace-up stiletto heel sandals I wore. My 5’7” height of rebounding hair that reaches my waist is added to that.

The first person I greeted upon arriving was Dwayne. “Hello, my future hubby. How are you? I miss you.” It was a bluff, but I stepped up to him, looking like I was going to plant a kiss on him. He then pushed my face with his hand, as if I had an infectious disease,and practically covered his lips with his other hand as an effective way of avoiding me. I laughed at both what he and I were doing as I shook my head.

“Ohh, my future hubby of mine, you are so serious in your life; I am just practicing my duties and responsibilities as your future wife, but you don’t want me to do it,” I stated while chuckling up on my lip. I am kidding, but this is him once again as usual; he keeps his serious expression when I am near him and refuses to give me his killer smile on his lips that I frequently notice on his face when I witnessed him with his friends teasing around in any surfaces of our house accidentally, but goes silent when he notices that I am around. What is the cause? Did we ever have any issues between us that I don’t know about?
"TSssss, stop it, Meisha; don't make a joke of such behavior; it's a malformed act for a woman like you. Please act accordingly." He even slapped his forehead. "And can you wear some decent clothes next time? So many people are raped because it's the women's fault too?" I shoke my head for his treating me like that way. He was really numb and insensitive.
"TSssss, you're saying that much; why do you just admit that you'll like the idea that I was kissing you? And what's wrong with my dress? It's decent; it's kind of sexy for me." I said and turned a round and round, so he could see how precious I am. "See."
"Gab, do you want me to poke your eyes, and why are you laughing?" He was still looking at his friend Gab, staring at me. As if he cares, if I didn't know him, I would think he felt jealous when someone was staring at me.
“Tssss… possessive,” I heard Gab answer. How I wish he felt jealous.

“Don’t worry, my future hubby I am all yours.” I even flirted with my pronunciation.

“Is Dwayne the only one you missed,baby Meisha? How about us? Did you miss us too?” asked the two of my brother’s friends.

“Why would I miss you? And take note, I’m not a baby any more, and I will never be your baby. Did I make it clear, brothers? So from now on, stop calling me baby.”

“Ouch, baby Meisha, it sounds like we’re too old with that brother term you said, while you don’t want to call Dwayne a brother too.”

“Of course, you both were old brothers to me based on our age, but Dwayne is an exception. Its disgusting if I call Dwayne a brother; remember, he will be my future husband. Can you use your common sense sometimes? Isn’t it, my future hubby ?” I turned to Dwayne tenderly when I asked him.

“Stop it, Meisha.” I was shocked when he pulled me and almost knocked me over, but I was able to balance. I thought what he was going to do was just whisper something. “How many times do I tell you that I don’t love you, or even like you? I despise brat women and especially party goers. So stop dreaming that you will be a part of my life because it will never happen. I am terrified of what you’re saying.”