Henry had been feeling so anxious for almost an hour sitting in front of Louisa's inpatient room there. With his fingers that have been intertwined ever since. His head turned several times towards the inpatient room door with a frown on his forehead. Louisa had a panic attack. And now it is still in the hands of the doctors and nurses in the room. Henry blamed himself. The panic that Louisa felt could have happened because of him. Henry couldn't help but tell Louisa everything that happened to all of them then. What's more, it was Louisa who pushed herself so hard.
Henry remembered how Louisa reacted after listening to all the stories she said. Louise was crying. Very loud. However, Louisa and Henry both lost three precious people in their lives right now. Best friends and they child. It felt like a heavy blow to the thoughts and feelings of the two of them. Not long after, Louisa who was crying immediately screamed and blamed herself. Henry panicked and immediately pressed the button for doctors and nurses to help him. Henry also tried his best to calm Louisa down. But he couldn't do it. It was as if Louisa couldn't hear what Henry had said earlier.
Then when the doctor and nurse came, Henry couldn't help but hold Louisa in his tight arms. The nurse asked Henry to come out of the room immediately. Even though his heart said that he still wanted to be with Louisa, he couldn't do it. Henry remembered how the doctors and nurses tried their best to keep Louisa calm and lay her down on the nightstand. And the doctor immediately injects medicine into Louisa's body. Henry feels like a failure for the umpteenth time.
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Henry suddenly woke up from his daydream. Henry turned his head and saw the doctor and nurse coming out of Louisa's infirmary. Immediately, Henry rose from his seat, and faced the two of them. “Doctor, Louisa? She is fine?" Henry asked in his voice that sounded low and tired there.
The doctor sighed and nodded his head in a curt motion. “Miss Louisa is fine at the moment, sir. But we must continue to monitor the situation. However, after hearing everything, there was still the possibility that Miss Louisa would have a panic attack. So we all have to be aware of that. Currently, Miss Louisa has calmed down and is beginning to understand all the circumstances. And you must stay with him, sir. If so, we'll excuse ourselves. In a moment, someone will deliver food for Miss Louisa.” The doctor explained.
Henry listened intently, and in the end nodded his head in a slow motion. "Well. Thank you very much doctor, nurse.” Henry answered quietly.
After that, the doctor and nurse walked away. Henry was still silent at the door of the room. It seemed that he was not brave enough to meet Louisa's eyes. He felt like he couldn't stop himself from crying anymore. Henry couldn't imagine how Louisa's condition was right now. But Henry had promised to always be with Louisa. Whatever the situation, and whenever it is. So, in the end, Henry started to reach out his right palm to grip the doorknob, and took a slow breath. Then opened the door to Louisa's inpatient room there.
Henry saw Louisa lying on the bed again, and was looking at him. Henry couldn't really tell how he was feeling right now. He was indecisive, and empty. Henry really missed the smile and laughter that Louisa usually gave whenever they were together. But now what was in front of him was Louisa who felt as empty and broken as himself right now. Louisa looked at Henry sadly, but it could be seen by the corners of her lips trying to smile a little. Fatigue.
“Henry...” Louisa called out to Henry in a low voice. With his left arm raised in the air, as if calling Henry to immediately approach him there.
Henry who saw that immediately quickened his footsteps to get closer to Louisa. Then gripped Louisa's left palm very tightly. And Henry was sitting in the little chair over there. "Louisa... I'm so sorry." Henry muttered with sincere feelings. “I wish I could change everything that happened. I didn't want to make you feel lost and broken like this anymore." He really blamed himself.
Louisa slowly started shaking her head slowly. "No, Henry. This is not all your fault. It happened because of that man. If only I had known that I was pregnant, maybe I would have felt this devastation a little. But I didn't know it at all. I, I didn't know I was pregnant, Henry. And before you and I knew this, he had already taken our child from us." Louisa spoke with flowing tears.
Henry came closer and kissed Louisa's face a few times, then began to extend his right palm there, and gently caressed Louisa's face. “It's not your fault either, Louisa. And you know very well about it. We are both innocent. This will be the last time we experience this kind of destruction, Louisa. I swear. This is no longer a promise I made to you. But I swear." Henry paused, and looked at Louisa who was looking at him in confusion and tears still streaming down her face.
Henry looked seriously at Louisa. "I swear that after you recover, I will make Mr. George is devastated. I'll take what's his, and make sure that Mr. George would be crushed in it much more cruelly. Until he will not be able to rise above the surface of his life. Because I will make sure he is buried with the sins he has committed. I give you my oath, Louisa Tomkins. I swear."
Henry hardened his expression. He wasn't feel afraid anymore right now. Henry's whole body felt hot. With his heart and mind that kept screaming revenge on him. So, Henry was certain to do all that in the end. And Louisa who didn't say anything there, could only nod her head with a faint motion. She knew what George Tomkins deserved. Destruction from all sides, will come to George Tomkins. Even the old man wouldn't be able to guess what was in Henry and Louisa's mind right now. Plans for revenge that will soon be carried out. No need to delay now. Everything that happened to them had to be paid for by George Tomkins.