Lance's POV

I drank all the wine in the glass, I didn't waste a single drop, Ignore the bitterness of the pain I feel now. It's like a broken plate that echoes over and over that my cousin and I talked about. Instead of happiness, I felt because my wife was pregnant, I felt hatred and anger, anger towards her and them.

I poured wine into the glass again, when it was half full, I put ice in it, I swirled the glass, the wine and ice mixed, which gradually melted, and the conversation we had came back to my memory. Here I went straight to Desire Club from my mansion, I hurt my wife because she's cheating on me. She even managed to cheat on me and my cousin!

I called some of my friends and invited them to drink, I want to forget this temporary by drinking hard drinks. It was five in the morning, but there were still people drinking and dancing. We are sitting on a circular chair and in the middle of it is a table, many hard drinks and honey are in front of us. From four o'clock until now we are still drinking.

We were about four bottles of Whiskey when my cell phone rang, I said goodbye for a while to go out and answer the call, even though it was five o'clock in the morning it was quite bright, there were quite a few people going to the bar. When I got out of the bar I leaned on the bumper of my car before answering his call.

"What do you want?"

"Ausha is in the hospital now, I brought her, dammit cousin what did you do to her?" he angrily asked. Frowning and my jaw clenched in anger at him, I ruffled my hair and sighed.

"It's none of your bullshit business. What happened to my wife huh?"

"It's my business cousin, I care for her. She's fine right now, where here in ***** Hospital. Come here, we need to talk. And congratulations cousin, your wife is pregnant." My forehead furrowed, I loosened the necktie of my suit, feeling like it was suffocating me.

"What did you say?"

"She's 1 month and 1 weeks pregnant, congratulations cousin you're going to be a Daddy," he said with bitterness in his voice.

My breathing stopped for a moment, I don't know if what I heard was right, I want to confirm it again if it's right, maybe my hearing was playing with me, because I've also had some alcohol.

"What?"

"Your wife is 1 month and 1 weeks pregnant congrats," he repeated a bit louder than before.

There I was clinging to the bumper of the car, 1 month and 1 weeks pregnant? My wife is 1 month and 1 weeks pregnant? Maybe the findings of the doctor are wrong? Cause I remember the last time I touch my wife is 22 of September and the other one is 26 of September, how could that she's pregnant without me?

My ears rang, I could tell from the beginning but it was just because I didn't care, because first I have confidence in my wife that she will not cheat on me and secondly my cousin will not be able to hit my wife, because she is still crazy

His ex-fiancée is also with him, but now I have confirmed that, all this time they have been deceiving me face to face, motherfucker, I can really kill my cousin like I killed his Father. I went back inside the bar, just as Mico was about to drink it, I grabbed the whiskey without doubt and drank it.

"Bro easy, why are you so hot?" asked Mico as he took another glass and poured whiskey again.

I pour a whiskey again and without a doubt I drank all the wine in the glass, I didn't waste a single drop, never mind the bitterness of the pain I feel now. It's like a broken plate that echoes over and over that my stepmother and I talked about.

"If there is a problem, you know that you can tell us," Mark broke the silence.

I didn't answer him, I poured wine into the glass again and I put ice in it, I stirred it, I was holding the glass tightly, it was shaking slightly.

"What's the use of our friendship if you don't tell us bro?" Arnold asked. I drank a little and looked at them.

"D-Don't l-look at me like that bro, you look killing with that aura of yours," Mico stuttered.

"My wife is cheating on me and she's fucking pregnant!" I said angrily while looking at my whiskey. Arnold gasped and Mark, Joseph, Reland and Jackson gasped.

"That's fucking!" Mark Jackson coughed.

"H-Hold on, did we hear right?" Jackson asked clarifying. I drained the rest of the wine in my glass before looking at them with their attention focused on me.

"Yes, my wife is cheating on me and pregnant guess who is the fucking father?" I asked with emphasis.

"Who?" they asked at the same time.

"My fucking COUSIN!" I even emphasized COUSIN.

"What the! What are you going to do now?" Mico asked.

"It's good that your cousin has already scored, you're not haha!" Arnold laughed. I looked at him evilly, he closed his mouth because if I didn't I would really break his face. I looked at my empty glass and when I held it tightly it broke.

The pain I feel is worse than the wound in my hand. "What the fuck Lance, are you crazy?" Reland shouted in shock.

I shook my head. "I'm not crazy, if I am? I'm going to kill that my fucking cousin!" I said emphatically, as I squeezed his wounded hand.

Joseph stood up and took out his handkerchief, he tried to touch my bleeding hand but I immediately avoided it.

"Let me clean your wound, maybe if it takes longer like that you will get infected," he said looking at my hand.

"It's none of your business," I groaned indifferently, and again took another glass and poured wine. I drank it as soon as I finished it and immediately stood up.

"Where are you going?" Mark asked with a frown.

I didn't pay attention to him, I heard them calling me a few more times but I didn't pay attention to them, I got into my car parked on the side of the bar as soon as I got in I immediately took the first aid kit and quickly treated my hand , after treating the hand I started the car, and drove to the hospital.

You killed him!

You killed him!

You killed him!

You killed him!

My mind kept whispering, I patted my head with my left hand.

"Stop it," I whispered softly.

Unwillingly, I stopped my car on the side of the road. I hit my head on the hand wheel of the car, my head hurt from the whispering voices.

"Ahhhhh! Shut the fuck up!" I screamed loudly and hit my head again, that way while the voices disappeared.

You die man!

You die man!

You die man!

My mind kept whispering. I twisted myself and screamed.

"I said shut the fuck up, he deserved itor die, he ruined my family, he deserved to die!" I couldn't stop punching the hand wheel with my right hand, causing the wound on my hand to bleed again, my whole face was red with anger and annoyance, no matter how hard I tried to escape the past, it kept chasing me, it's been 15 years that happened, I tried to forget it but why now that scene is coming back on its own.

15 YEARS AGO

I was happily walking down the hallway of our house, Dad had just returned from a business trip to Taiwan and he had just returned home earlier, I was about to go down the stairs when I heard a crash and a crash coming from Dad and Mom's room, quickly- I quickly went to their room, their door was slightly open so I peeked in, just as I was about to open the door I was stopped by what Daddy said, it was like a knife stabbing me.

"Separate that... man!" Dad said angrily. Meanwhile Mom was crying sitting on their bed, daddy knelt down in front of mommy and dad took mommy's hand and kissed it, his face was pleading looking at Mom.

"P-Please break that fucking m-man of y-yours, our son will be hurt if he finds out you have a man, even if it's just for our son!" Dad said weakly. It felt like my heart was breaking. I didn't realize I was crying, but I covered my mouth so I wouldn't make any noise.

Mom stopped crying a little and looked at Dad, "I-I can't, I c-can't I-love him!" Mom said while looking at my Dad.

I was stunned by what Mom said, Dad stood up out of the system and slapped Mom. I was surprised by what Dad was doing but soon Dad came to his senses and quickly approached mom and hugged her.

"I'm sorry, p-please break that m-man!" Dad pleaded.

I can't stop harboring anger towards Mom and also towards her man, I don't want my happy family ruined because of him. I'm here today at the park. I followed Mom. It's been 1 week since that happened. I followed Mom and here at the park they will meet her man.

I hid in a tree with lush leaves so that I wouldn't be seen. Mom was sitting on the bench glancing at her watch, she was waiting for her hook, I froze. There were two men approaching her, the one in ten years and you are just the same age as Dad. Before they could get close to Mom, the boy said goodbye.

"Daddy, I'm just going to buy something at a store." His Dad patted his head and smiled. He took the wallet from his pocket and took out a thousand pesos and gave it to his son.

"Take your time Son." The boy accepted it with a smile.

"Thank you, Dad, I love you," he said happily and ran away.

But that's how shocked I was when I saw this man up close, is... Uncle. My lips parted and my eyes widened. All this time, he was Mom's hooker and was ruining our happy family, I had a tight grip on Dad's gun, I stole it from his office before I followed Mom earlier. Uncle kissed Mom on the lips which made my hand tremble even more.

He sat next to Mom, because they were behind me, Uncle put his arm around Mom. They talked but the last thing Uncle said made my ears ring, I was holding the gun, I took it out of my clothes and pointed it at Uncle, his voice echoed in my ears.

"Let's run away sweety, leave your husband and son, let's build a new life without them." My vision darkened, without hesitation I drew the pistol I was holding and pointed it at Uncle's heart and pulled the trigger.

*BANNNGGGG*

The sound of the gun echoed throughout the park, at the same time Uncle's lifeless body fell, I smirked. You deserved to die, you ruined my family and I will ruin your life you son of the bitch. Run here, run there, people ran left and right, they all made a mess, some went to mommy's house to help, mommy was just stunned while looking at Uncle's body.

I left there and returned home as if nothing had happened. With a smile I took my pistol from the globe compartment, I could only use it again since then, I rubbed it and my smile grew bigger.

"Pray now Cousin, you well meet your Dad soon, you son of the mother fucker!" I said emphatically while looking in the mirror of my car.

Ausha's POV

I'm still in a daze while looking out the window of this white room. I wiped the tears flowing down my cheeks, I didn't realize I was crying, it just hurt that I didn't tell him that he was the father of my baby, I rubbed my stomach, I smiled bitterly.

Sorry baby, but Mom promises that we will tell Dad about you, I just whispered. I looked at the door, why hasn't Thyro come back yet? Is he sulking at me? How can I tell him that he is the father of the one I'm carrying? If he is not here? I have to wait for him, the person watching over me said that he just walked away and will be back soon.

I made up my mind when everyone told Thyro that he was the father, and he was going to be a father and as for Lance, I would just do what Thyro said to file divorce papers, I don't want to be suffocated in a marriage that I didn't want.

Thyro said that he will take care of Lance and I's divorce papers, because I am afraid that he will hurt my son as well. My thoughts were interrupted by the sudden opening of my bedroom door. I turned to what I thought was Thyro Raven but I was wrong.

"L-Lance?" I asked in surprise.

His face was red, his breathing was deep, I could tell how his chest was up and down, the clothes he was wearing were tangled, the two buttons of his white long sleeve were unbuttoned and his necktie was not properly worn. His hair was messy and his fists were slightly clenched.

I can't speak as if I lost my voice, what happened to him? Why is he in such order? I swallowed several times because my throat was dry. He just stared at me evilly, every step he took came closer to the bed where I was lying. He held my right hand tightly, I was made to sit up, it hurt when he held me, I struggled.

"L-Lance what is it? Let me go, I'm hurting!" I said struggling, I was more worried about Tucker Theodore.

"You come with me, if you like it or not!" he said sternly and pulled me off the bed.

"Let me go Lance! Where are you taking me?" I asked while trying to remove his left hand that was holding my right arm. He pulled me out of the room, other patients were also looking at us.

The nurse and even the doctor approached us several times, but they couldn't get close to us because of Lance's evil gaze. We were at the entrance of the hospital when two guards stopped us.

"Sir, where are you taking ma'am?" asked guard 1.

"Get out of our way, this is my wife and you have no right to stop me!" He was stubborn and tried to leave but guard 1 stopped him. There was a lot of gossiping about us, so I tried to remove my hand from his hold.

"No sir. Let go of ma'am and you can leave sir," said guard 2. Lance messed up his hair, just now I noticed that his right hand holding my arm was bandaged.

Even the people and two guards gasped when Lance took out his gun, he pointed it at the two guards, the two of them were alerted so they also pulled him, why did he have something like that? Where did he get that?

"Get out of our way or I'll shoot you too?!" he yelled at the two guards while pointing the gun, moving from side to side between the two guards.

"Sir, I command you, put your gun down," guard 2 calmly pleaded.

The incident happened quickly and the last thing I saw was that the two guards were blinded. Unconscious and with a gunshot wound to the chest, Lance pushed me hard and I almost fell behind him, his grip on my arm was so tight, it was slightly red.

"Lance, let me go, I'm hurting!" I begged him but he seemed deaf and couldn't hear anything.

I tried to take my arm from him, but he held me tightly. He violently opened the front door of the car, it was not good to park here, he cautiously pushed me into the car, luckily I was able to balance my weight, but my stomach hit the car seat, it was big he stepped into the driver's seat. He started the car quickly, I didn't fasten my seatbelt that's why my head hit the young man in the car, I groaned, I held my head there was a little blood there, even though my head hurt I turned to Lance sharp look at the road.

"What's wrong with you Lance? Are you going to kill me?!" I shouted a question.

"Shut the fuck up woman, later I'm gonna kill you. Where's my fucking cousin is?!" he shouted, his face still red, the tendons in his neck also twitching. He knows? How? Did someone tell him? Did Lucy say? Is that why he behaved like that?

"I'm gonna kill that fucking cousin in front of you and that fucking bastard of yours!" he said emphatically, looking back at the road.

I was filled with nervousness, my chest thumped loudly, I held my stomach, even if it had a small bulge, I would not allow my baby to be lost from me. We were close to the sea and the cliff was very steep. I turned to look at him again, he didn't care about that. He was driving fast, but that's how surprised I was when I saw Thyro's car not far away, I could feel the car speeding up.

"W-What are you doing Lance?" I asked nervously. He didn't answer, he just looked straight but when he stopped, his hand was slightly shaking and he stepped on the car's gas harder.

"Lance what the hell? Stop the car, stop it please!" I pleaded but he was deaf, he ignored me in the rearview mirror of my car.

I was even more nervous when the line changed he was walking, I didn't think that I grabbed the steering wheel of the car, but that was my mistake because our car crashed into an electric pole, the force of the impact at that time, because I wasn't wearing a seatbelt, I fell into the windshield. I was weak, deafened by the force of the impact of the car and the pole. I felt pain in my stomach, so I held it. My baby? My heart was pounding like that when I saw blood running down my thigh.

No. Not my baby! I cried, I can't lose my baby, I tried to move but I couldn't move my leg, it was stuck. I bit my lip, my heart almost dropped as our car almost fell because Lance got out of the car without me noticing. It's just balanced, the last part of the car is at the end of the cliff and I'm going to fall off balance because Lance got out of the car.

He was walking one by one, his head was bleeding, he was holding the gun in his right hand, I was nervous about what Lance might do to Thyro, I hope I'm right, right? My eyes went to Thyro's car, he hurriedly got out of the car, there was a trace of fear on his handsome face, he was about to run to me when I heard a gunshot, I stopped and at the same time lay down on the rocky ground Thyro.

I was deafened by the gunshot. I opened the car door in a panic but I couldn't move my left leg. It got stuck. I tried to remove it but it hurt so much. I could look at Thyro who was slowly getting up from lying down, he was holding his left arm that was bleeding.

"What the hell are you doing Lance?!" Thyro Raven's shout echoed to Lance, his face slightly reddened with anger. Lance smiled and laughed, like he was crazy. One by one he approaches Thyro, while Thyro moves away from him.

"I'm just doing what I should have done a long time ago, I'm gonna kill you, son of the bitch!" Lance yelled as he fired the gun again, but I was very thankful that Thyro was able to get away quickly.

"What the hell are you talking about?" Thyro asked in confusion as he casually glanced at me and slowly approached the car. Lance laughed like it was a joke for him.

"You know, cousin, you are very stupid. You are very stupid and most of all, you are a mother whore! It is because of your father who ruined the good relationship of my family. Your mother whore father flirted too much and now you too. You stole from me the my wife, now she's pregnant with your bastard child, you should die like I killed your father, so he deserved to die and you're going to follow your father, you fool!" he shouted, several veins appeared in his neck, at the same time he fired another shot in Thyro's direction but he dodged it again.

Thyro looked at me in shock, there was a trace of joy and amazement on his face, but his demeanor changed quickly, his jaw tightened and at the same time he clenched his fists, and he stood up and looked angrily at Lance, as if his eyes are burning, if only it will have a fire.

"You killed my father?!" he asked Lance in a resounding shout. Lance just laughed and nodded.

"Yes. I killed your flirt father, he ruined my family, he deserved to die, so I killed him, what feeling of losing a loved one in life? Huh?" he asked mockingly with a mischievous grin on his lips.

"All this time you were the only one who killed Dad, you still didn't dare to show your face to me huh? You're gonna die! You're gonna pay for killing my father!" Thyro's shout echoed and Lance rushed forward without hesitation.

Lance raised his gun and was about to shoot Thyro but Thyro suddenly threw something at Lance and his gun splashed on the road. I didn't notice that Thyro was holding a rock earlier, because of Lance's shock at what Thyro did, he didn't react immediately, Thyro gave Lance a blow and he fell on the rocky ground. Thyro laid on top of Lance and punched his slightly trembling fist that was filled with blood from Lance's face.

"You killed my father, I'm gonna kill you!" Thyro shouted and threw a few more punches at Lance.

Whereas Lance just accepted them, he was still laughing, as if he didn't care about Thyro's punches. His whole face was full of blood. I was trying to get my leg stuck out, the sky started to darken and eventually it started to rain but they didn't care about that. Thyro lay down on the rocky ground with Lance hitting Thyro on the head causing it to bleed.

"Thyro! God!" I couldn't stop yelling at what Lance did to Thyro.

"Lance please stop this bullshit please!" I begged him. Instead of listening to me, it just grinned scary, as if it was planning to do something bad to Thyro.

I was filled with fear of what he might do to Thyro, without flinching I pulled my leg even though it was so painful and I endured it, I bit my lip so much that I could focus the pain I felt, I tasted metal and I knew it's blood from my lips. By the grace of God, I was able to successfully remove it, but I was almost depressed when I saw that my left leg was almost turning violet, but I didn't understand it, I quickly got out of the car, I didn't want to be bad at my cliff even if it fell.

I slowly walked towards them and now their situation was reversed, Lance was punching Thyro Raven. The heavy rain made the rocky path muddy. I was shivering from the cold, they both rolled on the rocky road, they didn't care if I ran over them, they were both angry and consumed by hatred.

"Thyro. Lance. Please stop... stop please!" I begged for help. When Thyro turned to me, the impression on his face softened, earlier it was angry but when he saw me, it became soft.

Because of the cold and the pain in my legs and stomach, I'm getting weak. Thyro looked down at me when he noticed that blood was flowing on my thigh, he immediately punched Lance hard and left him on the road, and ran to me. But Lance's gun went off just a foot away and Thyro fell into the mud.

"THYRO!" I screamed.

Lance walked one by one and kicked Thyro Raven hard in the head. Thyro's lips were cracked and his mouth was bleeding. I want to help him but I can't move because my body is still numb and my stomach hurts a lot. Lance turned his attention to many police cars. Lance quickly picked me up and wrapped his right arm around my neck to make it harder for me to breathe.

"L-Lance, let me go!" I'm begging you. Lance backed off a few times so I backed off as well, as we got closer and closer to the cliff.

The police came down and pointed a gun at Lance, the other policeman and helped Thyro to his feet. Thyro's eyes widened when he saw my situation. He tried to walk closer but the police stopped him.

"You can't come closer, sir, the situation might just get worse," the policeman stopped him.

"No! Let me go!" Thyro tried to get away from the police but five of them stopped him so he couldn't get close to us.

"Sir, put your gun down!" police officer Lance shook his head and took another step backwards.

"Don't bother with our problem! My life is useless, it would be better if I took my wife with me so that my wife and I would not have a happy ending, what do you think? Hahaha!" Lance's terrifying laugh echoed throughout the place.

"Damn you Lance. Just kill me, don't make Ausha feel sorry for you," Thyro pleaded.

*BANG BANG BANG BANG*

Rumors of Lance's gunshot that he was going to shoot him on the ground near the police. The police became alert and pointed their guns at us.

"Don't come near! I'll die before you catch me, my life is useless, my wife cheated on me with my fucking cousin Thyro, my company gone and other business I have nothing, the world fuck me! So what is the purpose to live more right? Hahaha, but I'm not going to allow someone to be gone with me, am I?" he said, waking up.

The heart was pounding because when we were at the end of the cliff, the waves hit the beach hard. We are all wet from the rain, the police are approaching us, they are alert for what will happen next.

"Please sir, don't jump. Let go of ma'am and let's talk about it," the policeman begged calmly. Lance shook his head and laughed.

"It's out of the question." I was almost saved when we almost fell off the cliff. One wrong move and we will both fall.

"T-THYRO!" I called him. At the same time Thyro disappeared and ran towards us was Lance's last step.

We fell down the cliff at the same time as Thyro Raven screamed. The wind that met our body down was strong, my tears continued to fall from my eyes. The gradual blurring of my vision.

I prayed fervently as we quickly fell down the cliff. Even if I try to reach out my right hand, it's useless because the truth is that this is the end of me—ours. I closed my eyes as I waited to fall into the sea. Our bodies finally fell into the cold sea and huge waves swallowed us up. I can't feel Lance anymore, I don't know where he is anymore.26

I opened my eyes, my vision gradually blurred, sea water gradually entered my nose and mouth.