Warning: Spg.

Ausha's POV

The tears in my eyes don't stop, my pulse hurts and it's a little hard to breathe because Lance ran over me, his naked, even me he ripped my clothes brutally, like he was hungry to own me, he thrust his. cøck deep inside me I feel tired, sleepy, dizzy and vomiting now, I want to rest and sleep but it's just that the opportunity doesn't agree. I bit my lip to stop myself from moaning at each of his heads.

*PAK*

My vision almost went dark from the force of his slapping me, I felt a little dizzy, my eyes rolled, I closed my eyes and took a deep breath.

"Moan my name my love, don't make me angry! MOAN!" He squeezed my chest and I moaned in pain.

"Ahhh! L-Lance! please s-stop," I begged. I hardly recognized my voice, weak and tired it almost became a whisper. Tiredness and body pain, especially in the lower part of what I felt today, I want to sleep and rest, I feel dizzy with every thrust he makes.

He grinned and gritted his teeth. "No. We're just getting started Ausha, I said OBEY me, but it hurts my heart, it's not enough punishment that you deserve!" he spoke slowly in my ear, trusting his cøck inside me.

He is heartless, I hate this! I hate him! My thigh was shaking as I was about to go out for the third time! I feel like he's close too, and there's no chance he didn't bring that out in me. My lips parted as I came out at the same time as the fluid inside me came out.

Tired and out of breath, we were both gasping for breath, my body really hurt and itched. I want to rest, and sleep, my body just doesn't want to shut down. I was laying down comfortably when he left on top of me, but he immediately came back running to me and removed the rope from my hand. When he removed it, I rubbed my wrist, it was red and painful.

"Squat!" Lance commanded. I shook my head and I could see at the end of the bed, I didn't care anymore, I didn't have a cover on my body, what else do I have to hide that he saw everything?

His jaw clenched and quickly grabbed my hair. "Ahhh!" I groaned in pain.

"DOPE!" he ordered emphatically. My lips are trembling and so is my flesh from fear and tiredness.

"I-I don't want to, p-please Lance let me sleep and rest . . ." I said softly as I met his sharp gaze.

"You're not allowed to rest my love! Crouch down!" he shouted in my face. I bit my lower lip. I followed him with tears in my eyes.

He's cheating on me behind my back! I don't know if it was minutes or hours, I was so tired and wanted to sleep.

The last thing I remember is when he slapped me hard, because he wanted me to swallow his masculinity and my body couldn't take it and it automatically shut down.

Warm sunlight hit my face that woke me up the next morning. I tried to sit on the bed, while my lower body hurt. There were many kiss marks and their parts of my body were red.

How can I hide this from Thyro? For sure he will see and notice this when we meet. I closed my eyes as my head throbbed. I quickly got off the bed and entered the CR and threw up in the sink. I was clinging to the sink and looked in the mirror. My hair is a mess and I have a small wound on the right side of my lip.

Ausha you are a mess! Even though my whole body hurt, I immediately took a shower. I put a little makeup on some parts of my body that have bruises as well as on my lips. Our room was a mess, there was a little blood on the white bed, a sign that Lance's violence had bled my femininity, I just walked slowly because it still hurt.

I caught up with Nanny Fell washing the dishes. "It's good hija and you're awake, your husband told you to eat a lot and go to work this afternoon," Nanny said and turned to her.

Nanny shook her head and smiled. "Your husband attitude is changing, hija, he becoming soft with you, he's not like that, he used to have nothing to do with anyone . . . but now he's thinking about it, I'm sorry, I'm changing too much with hijo Lance, I'll prepare breakfast for you and hijo Lance also asked me to take care of you, he seems to have been hit by you hija," she promised with a laugh and prepared breakfast for me

I smiled bitterly. After you've done me bad and you'll be sweet to me Lance? I don't believe you will change, you hurt me physically, emotionally and mentally! You really are a devil husband. I frowned when Nanny fell and served my favorite dish, the souped chicken.

"Hijo Lance cooked that for me, it's said to be your favorite, but you ate a lot and you're losing weight, so I'll leave you for now and I'll do some laundry," said Nanny and left. I just nodded to manang and thanked her.

The blanket still hasn't disappeared from my forehead. Weird, and how did Lance know my favorite dish? And what is it? Peace offering? Even though I was confused, I ate, I almost finished manang's complaint because I was so hungry, after eating I washed the plate.

*Ringgggg ringgggg*

My attention turned to my cell phone, it was Thyro. My heart was breaking, I took a deep breath and answered his call.

"H-Hello..." I answered. Silence on the other line, I looked at the cell phone screen again and it was still working. "Thyro?"

I call his name. "Are you okay? My Shasha?" he asked in a low baritone voice. I swallowed hard and looked outside the library.

"Sure, thank you for taking me last night, I know I bothered you..." I thanked and stood up and approached the pool. I dipped my Feet in its warm water.

He sighed. "It's nothing My Shasha, I told you that I love you right?" he asked.

"Mmm..."

"I'll do everything just to have you by my side every minute and second of my life Ausha... and I'm ready to fight for you," he said seriously.

My tears flowed to the side. "Thyro..."

"He just made one mistake and I will take you from him, My Queen Shasha mark my words," he added. I frowned and was confused by what he said.

What does he mean?

"W-What do you mean? Thyro?" I asked weakly.

He sighed, "It's not time for you to know My Queen, please trust me?" My heart beat faster. Is he hiding something from me?

But for the last time, I hope I can trust you, please don't fool me Thyro I'm tired of the lies.

"Mmm, I trusted you but please tell me the truth," I promised, drying the tears that fell from my eyes.

"Yes, I promise," he promised. Somehow my fast beating heart calmed down.

"It's good that you came in, Ausha, you didn't join Jerry's free lunch because it was his birthday," Vanessa said while arranging their papers on her office table.

I smiled. "I'm sorry I couldn't be with you, please tell Jerry a belated happy birthday," I said.

"Get to him."

"Miss Ausha, can you get the old files of the accountancy basement," Mr. Alcantara. I nodded and he told me where and what files to get.

The basement is at the end but no one passes or goes there. The place is quite dark at the last door of the accounting basement. There is a small light bulb above the door and the switch is on the side of it. I turned on the light switch.

"BASEMENT OF ACCOUNTANCY" I read engraved on the door. It is locked because there are many important files in it, Mr. Alcantara is the key.

When I opened the basement the whole room was dark. I groped the wall and when I got the light switch I saw a big room full of boxes and some papers lined up in the cabinets. I went to the last cabinet at the end of the papers that I needed to get according to Mr. Alcantara. The lighting here is not bright, it's still a bit dark and some of the cabinets are being washed.

"Ahhh!" I was stopped by a spider falling on my shoulder. My left hand trembled as I hit it and ran.

One of the things I fear is the spider because I am different from their appearance and I hate it. I hate spiders! I bumped into a cabinet and fell to the floor at the same time as the door closed.

"There's no ghost here, I don't think it's a ghost, it's a person? But who is it?" I asked myself weakly. According to Mr. Alcantara doesn't hold the key except for him and the owner of his company.

I quickly got up to get the files but when I faced my back, someone covered my mouth so I couldn't scream. Scared, my heart was beating fast as if I ran for a long distance. But before I could panic, he said I know who he is.

It's Thyro... but how did he get in here?

"Shhh, it's me My Shasha. I'm sorry if I scared you I'm sorry," he whispered in my ear while stroking my hair to calm me down. He removed his left hand from my mouth and I looked up to meet our eyes.

My heartbeat became even more abnormal when I saw this man, his sky blue eyes and melting my knees, I was very close to him. I stood up straight.

"W-What are you doing here Thyro?" I stuttered and asked weakly.

"I'm here to see you." He came here, for me?

"What if someone sees you–us? We'll both be furious, Thyro!" I said nervously. We're going to miss Lance!

He chuckled and hugged me. "Don't worry My Queen, no one can see us here... just you and me," he said confidently. My heart beat calmed down.

*Blagggg*

I pushed him and he hit the cabinet. "Damn!" He looked at me confused. I raised my eyebrows.

"What are you talking about? You know that Mr. Alcantara sent me here? Are you in cahoots?" I asked him.

He shrugged his shoulders. "You're being wild My Shasha, I like that," he whispered in my ear and slowly laughed.

Seeing him laugh, my heart become abnormal. I want to see him happy. My hair stood up on the back of my neck and neck.

"Stop it, Thyro," I promised and passed him, his stubbornness still existed.

"Where are you going?" he asked and followed me.

"Get the old files, Mr. Alcantara," I answered.

"Oh, I see. Let me help you then," he presented.

"Don't worry, maybe that's not a lot," I refused. When we got to the end of the basement, there were many old files lined up, they were boxed in three boxes.

How much is this? How can I bring it all to Mr. Alcantara's office?

"I told you My Shasha, you need my help, and you need me..." he softly whispered in my ear.

I was taken aback by the strangeness. the one who used to be mine. I frowned and made him roll his eyes. "I can do that even by myself," I defended.

"I don't want you to get tired, you should do nothing cause you're My Queen," he pursued. promise.

I bit my bottom lip to hold back a smile. I picked up the second box containing the old files needed, and turned to Thyro who saw my wrist sharply. I looked at my wrist in wonder, almost I dropped the carton I was holding when I saw my bruise there.

I didn't notice that I was wearing a white blazer jacket. He quietly took the cardboard from me and put it aside as he gently held my wrist and lifted it up to see it better. Lance's hurt left me with small scars last night.

"He hurt you again, My Shasha?!" he whispered while looking into my eyes.

"T-Thyro, nothing—" he cut me off.

"No, I can't miss it!" He kept his promise and turned his back on me. I got nervous. Lance can't know this, he's gonna hurt me again! I immediately pulled his right hand and without saying anything I hooked my hands around his neck and kissed him.

He was stunned for a moment, I could feel it. But after a few seconds he answered. This is the only way to stop him, I don't want anything bad to happen to him, I can't handle him getting hurt because of me.