Countless new emotions I'm feeling right now from hate to love, I don't know what sort of a man gail has made me but despite everything I love her and that is never going to change even her betrayal cannot change the truth that I love so crazily that no one could understand the depth of my love and desire for her.11
An eccentric emotion surged in my heart after seeing her sporting my ring bearing my name, now nothing will separate us, she is mine and she will be mine eternally, just like I promised her even death won't do apart as she is the worst thing in the best thing ever happened to me I don't know how is that even possible but the fact is this is true.3
My Bella my sweet Isabella my dearest wife gail I finally have you in my arms just the way she always wanted to be as my wife along with pride a weird emotion as surged in my heart I don't know what to name this emotion yet but one thing is sure. She is bound with me by my title she's not going anywhere until I decide to kill her.14
She is aware of how deeply I love her, if this wasn't love, she would be killed but my bare hands on the very moment she betrayed me but I couldn't, maybe this is what loves does to people.3
I literally kissed life out of her all energy was drained by my mere kissing, I couldn't stop the urge of claiming her lips again and again, and also the past few days have been really exhausting for her, so I allowed her to sleep in arms.
She was so worn-out that she slept in the wedding gown not that I complain she looks exquisite in her dress just like a princess but this princess had almost killed me if she wanted to kill me in the name of love I would gladly accept that but no she played a sick game with me and I have punished her for that more than she can endure, I still have that urge to hurt her in the same way she hurt me but truth to be told I am tired of hurting her, I don't know what the future holds but at the moment I just want to erase her and my sufferings.17
My suffering increased 10 times fold every time I hurt Isabella but that was necessary the evil inside would have killed her and I still want her alive and breathing.
She was the only woman I give my heart to but she was playing with it all the time, I know that she loves me but she still chooses to betray me, and that's worst. I don't desire to know why she betrayed me, I don't want to know if she was a pawn in a game or something, she could have just played but making me fall for her made things awful and painful. I would never regret what I did to her or what I would to do her, but that does not imply I enjoy her suffering even for a second.11
I look around to see her sleeping soundly and calmly without any fear without any nightmares, I will love her and hurt her the way I want and she will accept it with her open arms, she doesn't get to choose anymore.4
At the very moment I desire nothing but to tear apart her dress and fuck her to my liking, bury myself deep inside her, but I want her to remember first time forever it should be imprinted in her soul every touch every kiss, and every scar, and every time I take her, her mind and soul shall be clouded by me and my touches.2
I am never seen or touched any other woman the moment I laid eyes on her, it's more than three years when I first saw her, and that's a painfully long time to hold the demons inside.3
I have been loyal, very loyal with my woman and now my patience is running very low I need to have her and she needs to give herself to me, I know she would do that she loves me, she just needs to unveil her own desire for me, she is just scared, and she has all the reason to be scared, I am not a gentle and tender lover in any sense and she has already evaluated that.
I have been very enduring with Isabella and her want and needs now it's my turn and she will give herself to me willingly and lovingly, I have seen the yearning in her eyes for me, and I have noted her reactions, she is just way too timid about it and I promise you, Bella, I am going to fuck all hesitance out of you.1
Idyllic moments of watching my wife sleep were busted by a fucking phone call I groaned and picked up the phone "Better this be important, Marcus, if not I will kill you" my folks own information that I have gotten married but they weren't invited just the way Isabella wanted.
"Boss this is important we have the man who had held you captive" Fucking amazing the day got better.5
"Send me the location Marcus" this is important at the moment.
"All right boss right away" he hangs up the call
The coming time would be brutal I'm going to kill that man slowly torturing him, smashing his limb by limb, skinning him alive, fuck so many options I have.
I have to leave my wife alone I pull her closer in her sleep and muttered in her ears "I will see you soon Bella miss me when I'm gone" I said it in annoyance not wanting to leave my Bella alone at this moment but killing that meat is evenly significant for my sanity.+
I took a piece of paper and wrote a message "Dearest wife I have something important to do, miss me when I'm gone and I love you gail" with that I placed the paper on the side table.