"We were together for a year, did I forced any kind of intimacy on you? He glared at me with questioning eyes6
"No" I spoke
"I could easily melt you with my touch and you would have given all yourself to me very much willingly, I know I have that power on you, I know how you react on the smallest top of my fingertips, and above all, I know you love me" nothing what he said was wrong, no matter how vicious he is and was, how beastly he can be, he had never crossed limits which I didn't approve.4
"Do you want to test this theory now, you will want me to fuck you in just a few minutes" he smirks and looked with challenging eyes1
"No, don't" I endeavored to create distance
Avoiding his soul-piercing gaze, I looked around "So why you want to marry me?"1
A throaty chuckle escapes his mouth "What was the first promise I ever made to you"? He questions1
Luckily I knew this "I will wait as long as you want; we will get married as soon as I conquer this city, what made you cry so bad? You thought I would take you by force" I repeated his words exactly, he hardly makes promises, when he makes them he fulfills them at any cost.1
"What was my other promise I made?" he questions making me look into his eyes directly.
"I.. I don't remember" he looked so deeply into my eyes, I got hypnotized for few seconds.
"Think harder Bella" his finger softly made contact with my bruised cheek.
It hurt as he grazed my face "I can't"
"Ok, lets the make the job easier for you, tell me what was my last words I whispered in your ears the moment before I fall limp on the floor" he pulled my hair harshly.
Everything came back rushing to me, the day of betrayal, my body trembled as his jaw clenched in sheer anger "ANSWER NOW" he barks.
"I shall come back and marry you on the very same day you betrayed me, you have my word" were the last words he whispered in my ears just after the moment of BETRAYAL, everything was a blur after that moment, I was on my knees when they took him away, I froze, I didn't blink reacted or moved at an inch, my eyes glued on the door, I don't remember how long I sat there frozen, hours later I slipped into conscious, from that day my fate was sealed.1
"10 days from now, it's your BETRAYAL anniversary, this time I am here to celebrate with you, my love" he declares and loosened the grip from my hair.7
"So tell me, what you think my Bella?" He says.
"Nothing" my reply was short; my mind was frozen at the moment when I stabbed Augustin back.
"Nothing, that's weird, I remember every word and wishes of yours about your dream wedding, I will give you everything that you desired, I will give you "YOUR DREAM WEDDING" and again he astonished me with his words5
"Under the moonlight and stars, a fairy walking in a white dress a beautiful veil, translucency, and a flowing drape as long to cover the ground, with purple orchids all over the place, with own written vows, I want to get married, nothing fancy nothing dramatic, just this simple but significant " he recites my words like his own1
Oh god is this man even real, my heart flutter as I hear these words from his mouth, never I hoped after what I did, he would want to marry me in the way I described, something about Augustin is so dreamy, he is indeed special, unique, warmness spur in my heart, I fall for him in most unexpected ways and I don't regret falling for him still, and today I realized no matter what I still love him and I shall always love him, I really hope I didn't betray him, I really wish we were normal people in love11
If loving him, after all, this is crazy, I am crazy, there were so many emotions running in my heart and mind, I couldn't control them, they escape in ways of loud cries and tears.1
He was bewildered by my reactions, he pulls me closer in his arms and rubs my back without exchanging any words, I don't know this was not sufficient I wanted more, "Kiss me, Augustin, kiss away the pain Augustin" I am pathetic, I always yearned for love.2
He wasted no time he started to kiss me, he breaks the kisses in between to look at me for a brief moment and again he kissed me harder, deeper, with an urgency that I never knew, he parted my lips again and again deepening the kiss, sending wild tremors along my nerves, his hand was everywhere on my body, his stumble hurting my bruised cheeks more, at the moment I didn't care at all, I knotted my fists on his shirt, pulling him closer to my body, I want him closer, a groan escaped his mouth, his arms encircled me suffocating grip and kissed me harder, this was longest and most passionate kiss we ever shared, every fiber of my body burned for him.
We continued kissing as we laid sideways on the bed, I started to feel dizzy due to constant oxygen cut but I loved every bit of his lips on mine, after long minutes he loosens his grip around my waist, we have breathed heavily, when I open my eyes I saw him looking at me with an intensity which burns my soul.
"Rest Bella" he instructs before he runs his hand over my eyes to close them.
I never knew we could feel and bear so much pain and yet love the person who is behind the pain, this is madness, and this is our MAD LOVE.7
PAST
This is when Augustin was not in the picture at all
Finally, after years of hard work I collected sufficient money to buy my own little house, at last, I can leave the orphanage behind, since I could understand anything I have been treated as a poor, orphan, I knew what I am, but everyone does not need to remind me of what I am, I hate fake sympathy and those pitiful eyes.2
This place did give me a roof to live in, but also made us work a lot, so there was a give-and-take arrangement always.
I and my darling Katherine would be finally shifting, she is also an orphan but she is closet family I ever know, she is a spoiled one, she was very little when she came here, I don't know but I felt an urge to protect her with everything and provide her with everything which I couldn't have.4
I use to take her shift as well, I don't like seeing her work, I love pampering her, but I feel have spoilt her but I could care less, she is my darling sister, I love her and I would do anything to protect to matter what.2
I haven't informed her about us shifting, on her birthday when she attains legal age, we shall finally leave from here and leave somewhere which is ours.
"Gail, where is my new dress?" she squeals in exhilaration.2
"Well, I don't have that at the moment" I am almost broke, purchasing a house was a hell of a ride, and I also had to save something to safeguard us for the future.
"Why Bells, you promise, I hate you" she huffs in anger, such a child she is.1
"But I have great news for you for us, Kathie" immediately her anger evaporated and I had all her attention.
"TELL ME FAST" she almost yells in excitement2
"We are finally shifting to our place, no more rules to follow," I said matching her excitement.
"OMGG REALLLLYY, YOU ARE AMAZING GAIL" she dances in excitement.2
"When are we shifting?" she ran out of breath dancing like a little maniac
"On your birthday, sweetheart" I just loved seeing her so happy
When are we shifting?" she ran out of breath dancing like a little maniac+
"On your birthday, sweetheart" I just loved seeing her so happy2
"You are the best, I can't wait to leave this hell hole" she sighs in peace and lays on the bed
"I am hungry gail, the food sucks here" she complaints, she also does though I find the food good enough however Katherine disagree
"What about we grab a quick sandwich and then chocolate ice creams, sounds like a plan" I knew she would be delighted to do so
"Yes yes" she smiles
"Common now get ready, we have to come back on time as well" she quickly obliged.