'' I'm really sorry. "

"It's all over, it's over." I told him bitterly as he calmed down.

"I almost died of grief then but of course I settled for him." Even though I was laughing I felt the bitterness then.

."So I'm really mad at you but I'm also grateful because you gave him up even though you almost killed him before." I felt his stiffness when I said that. I don’t want to hurt him but I just want to tell him everything.

."I have a reason." Reason that until now you still can't confess to me.

"Reason? What reason?" I knew he wouldn't admit that reason.

"I can't." Haha shouldn't rely on him because wedge will hurt.

"How about that man?" There was a chisel.

"Pat? ."I'm sure.

"Yes, the recognized Father of my child." I could feel his resentment when he said that.

"My bestfriend is Pat." I'll admit because there's no reason for me to hide everything. .and I have another one to keep from him but I can't tell him yet.

"S-so ..."

"It's only a matter of time before we meet again because I really avoided everyone near me then." I added. Her eyes twinkled because of what I said. .he looks like he has lost a thorn in his throat.

"Why do you still want to stay away from me, Sandra?" I looked at her.

"Because I don't want to hurt my son." Conscience flashed in his eyes.

"I don't want a family without love." I smiled at him and averted my gaze.

.I was about to walk to my son when he suddenly grabbed my wrist and turned it over to him. My eyes widened in shock. My lips parted as he approached me and touched my cheek with his two palms.

"Can we try?" He said determinedly.

"Huh? ."I'm confused question.

"We will try to fix this." He said to my surprise.

"Your joking, Haha." I faked a laugh even though in my heart I was so nervous.

"I will make you fall in love with me .. again." That's when I finally calmed down.

.that word that I have never heard from him because since then I have done nothing but follow his wishes.

He smiled at me and I almost didn’t think he stole me the kiss I inhaled. .he even folded our two palms, he pulled me closer to where our son was. I could feel my heart beating fast.

What the hell is happening? why do I seem to be losing my temper with him? why do I feel like I'm falling again.

."Let's go, our daughter is waiting for us." He said while smiling at me.

I never thought this would happen. Travis smiled at me. This is the first time i saw a genuine smile for him. It's true that there is no pretense.

I swallowed again and bowed in our clasped hands. .I felt so happy but I didn't let it go,

"Why are you blushing?" Sandro asked as we got closer to him.

"Nothing." Travis said and sat down so that they could level my son.

."I don't believe you." Sandro said with blank eyes like his father when he didn't believe or liked it.

"Because, Mama is thrilled." He replied to my son which surprised me. Why would I really teach my son about his livestock.

.they laughed for reasons I don't know. I blushed even more with annoyance especially when they looked at me and they laughed again. Annoyed, I left them there and went home alone.

Take care of your lives! you really are fathers.

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."It's been the last two days." I said as I arranged our belongings in the new room we were going to rent.

That same night I couldn't really sleep so my eyes were wide open throughout the trip. Until we get to the destination where we will last vacation.

.it didn't really put me to sleep by saying we would try to fix which one? our family? and will he still love me? I was also touched on my lips that he kissed until now I can still feel his lips on my lips.

Bwisit him! he confuses my mind.

.I turned to my son who was sleeping peacefully. I also looked at the time and dawn and I haven't really slept yet. Since drowsiness no longer bothers me I decided to go outside to freshen up.

My brain is really confused as much as I think. .I hugged myself as the cold wind blew.

There are still a few people who are having fun. I even saw someone lurking in a dark part of the place.

I just smiled and looked up at the sky that was still dark, I could still see the bitwins'

.only now have I felt peace in the five years I have suffered. The breeze of the wind further gave relaxation to my troubled mind.

I thought for a while before I finally took off my soles and went down to the sea.

I felt that cold in my feet. .I also played for a while, I tired my feet with the taste of water.

'' This is peace! '' I said with a smile before I dipped my whole body under it.

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