KENDIE DIONE WEST

Ferry was busy preparing our dinner in the kitchen while I was lying here on the sofa and thinking deeply.

The whole trip, I was just silent because of frustration when my mother closed the door of our house again just because I came home late. It is so childish, right? But there was nothing I could do. She is still my mother even if I turn the world upside down. Maybe, I just understand her, but until when? I'm already tired of understanding her. If only Dad hadn’t had an accident before, all this wouldn’t be happening now. I'm the one who's hurting, I swear. I no longer knew where to place myself.

Fortunately, Dad left some savings. He is preparing for my future, but I don't think it will be until I graduate because of my mother. So I wonder where I can get tuition money. I even tried to find a job, but I couldn’t find one because I hadn’t graduated yet.

"Babe, let's eat now!" Ferry called in the kitchen.

I immediately got up and said, "Coming . . ." I responded as I started to walk into the kitchen.

This is Ferry's big condo. He bought it last year because he said he wanted to train himself without his parents by his side. And what he used to buy came from his savings. He is so great, right? Yes, that is why I'm so proud of him.

He is actually a man who is loved by many. Well, who would not? With his handsome face, intelligent mind and kind heart, there must be something wrong about you if you would not notice him. Not to mention that he is in a wealthy and influential family, that you will surely want. But not what he wanted us to see about him. He did not want everyone to know him because he was the son of a wealthy businessman in the Philippines. That is why he is keeping himself away from his family here in his condo.

"I cooked your favourites," he enthusiastically said as he pulled the chair where I could sit.

Also, one of the things I liked about him was that he is good at cooking foods. That is one of his hobbies aside from baking cakes. And I couldn't deny that he was really good.

Almost everything is already in him. So I couldn’t understand why and how he loves me.. Yes, I asked that question to him many times, because imagine, he already had what he wanted in life. All he had to look for was a woman like him, but he chose me over those ladies who are more deserving than me.

I feel like I don't deserve it all. Yes, we didn’t avoid society’s judgment because of my profile, but he fights for me. He fights our love for everyone. But I understand why because who am I, right? I am the only child of a drunkard and a gambler.

Actually, his family is against me, which is the hardest part of me because they can't make me proud of other businessmen like them. And they are thinking that I'm a gold digger. But Ferry himself is moving away from such a life because he doesn't want to, and I can't blame him with that thing, and his parents as well, since he is only a child.

"Babe, don't stress yourself that much, okay?" he said while busy putting afritada and rice on my plate.

I forced a smile. "I can't help, Babe, sorry," I uttered.

"It's okay, Babe. Let us eat?" he asked and I immediately held the spoon and fork.

In the midst of the problem my family has, I am very thankful because there are people there to help me. That is why I'm really grateful that I have this man in my life. Then I even managed to betray him earlier. He doesn't deserve it.

***

After we ate, I helped him put away the food we both ate before we went to the living room to watch some romantic movie that we always do when we are together here in his condo.

"Babe," said Ferry while combing my hair using his fingers.

My head is laying on his lap while watching the Titanic Movie again.

"What, Babe?" Our eyes met, and I immediately got what he wanted to say.

"Am I ready?" I mentally asked.

"Just this time, Babe. Let me touch you," he pouted as he crawled his hands onto my chest.

I just let him do what he does. Maybe it is already the right time for me to give myself to him. He deserved to get it after what he had done in my life.

"You're not disobeying me, it means you're giving your body to me, Babe?" he asked as he bit his lower lip.

I nodded as I chuckled. "Ferry, I know you've been waiting for this to happen for a long time. And I guess, it's the right time for you to take what you own. But I just want to let you know that this is new to me. It will be my first time, "I nervously said. My heart started to beat so fast.

"I'll be gentle, Babe!" he playfully said. I could feel the excitement in his voice.

He immediately removed my head from his lap and sat me down so he could kiss me.

I couldn't deny that his lip is delicious because of its softness. His breath also is like a mint that made me respond to his kiss.

"Babe . . ." I mumbled between our kisses.

Fvck! He is damn a good kisser.

He pressed my head so that he could kiss me deeply. and passionately. Our tongues are like swords already.

He leaned over me and pressed his kiss even harder.

"Ferry. . . " He started to undress me without interrupting our kiss and felt that she had a hard time removing it.

So with his sly hands he effortlessly tore my clothes. He then removed my bra. Hee unhooked it without any hesitation.

When he removed it his kiss fell on my neck. He licked it, which is why my eyes were fixed.

Until he finally lowered his lip to my two boobs. He licked it, which gave me some horniness. I don’t know what I’m going to do. I was just looking at what he was doing.

I also felt the heat inside my body. His saliva is roaming my skin already. Fvck!

A few more seconds later he swallowed my left boob causing me to stare in delight.

"B-Babe! Uhh! Hmm... Fvck!"

He began to sip my nipple. He sipped it like a baby.

"F-Ferry," I called his name, but he didn't respond. He is busy sipping my nipple.

He then grabbed my right boob. Just like what he did on the left, he also did on the right. I almost went crazy with what he was doing to romance us. So I couldn’t help but touch her hair.

It's my first time having sex and I don't know that this is how it feels. But suddenly, Uncle Knoxx's face flowed in my mind—his grinning face while having sex to a fourth year student earlier.

I don't know, but he's the one I think makes me happy right now. What does it mean?

This can’t be!