I hate to fall in love with the varsity player but Jay Xavier is the exception. After his birthday celebration, we became friends, he was a caring friend. Every girls adore him in our university because of his charisma in basketball.

He is intelligent person too, whenever I did not understand our lesson in major subjects, he was always to the rescue. He always invited me to watch their practice which I do as my return to him for teaching me even though most of our friends teasing us.

"Denison, you were too close to him. Why you need to seek help to him when I can teach you? I'm your long time friend, Are we?" Quentin said, he was my male friend since highschool.

Quentin was such a protective to me ever since that everyone way back in highschool thought that we were in a couple, they even say that Quentin likes me. I think of it sometimes but I know he's just concern to protect me.

"Why would I if you are in a different course? There's nothing wrong with that, Quentin. I want friends and we're friends," I fireback.

He's taking about civil engineering. While, Kaia, Joelie and I taking business management because we will manage our family business in the future since i'm only child and they are the older children. On the other hand, Quentin is the youngest to their family and not interested about business.

"You are so overreact, Quentin. Don't tell me you were jealous." Kaia rolled her eyes to Quentin. "You were acting like you are a boyfriend."

Kaia and Quentin always fight about me. Kaia always protect me from Quentin. Quentin protects me from the stranger mostly to those man who wants to be friends with me. The reason why I want to distance myself to him often.

"Shut up, Kaia... Denison, you don't know their motives to you. You can ask me... I can teach myself so I could teach you."

"So, are you telling that I have bad motives on her when I just want to help her?" A cold voice from Jax.

We were in the hallway. Our class ended and Quentin came here for me because he wants to have dinner with me. My foot can't move because of the intense between these two. Quentin was beyond to his words, he doesn't know the person well.

"What is your motives, then?" Quentin conceited asks.

"What the fuck are you asking, Quen?" I snorted to him.

I felt embarrass because of him even Kaia was embarrassed too.. Some of Jax teammates glaring to Quentin, looks like they were just waiting to Quentin to do something to Jax before they attact.

"If I have motives to her, it is to make her mine in a romantic way not in a drastic like yours." Jax was pierce looking to Quentin before his eyes darted at me. "You heard it right, I like you... Denise."

That was his confessions to me. I was happy the moment I heard him that he likes me. But now, I was not able to function properly because of the invitations he sent to me. He put a walls in the love we made, it was all memories now since last night.

"I fucking hate him, he slapped me that he really cheated... He is a gold digger!" I shouted in frustrations.

Kaia flew back here for me, to accompany me. We are complete now but I was broken. I was still blessed because I have my bestfriends that ready to rescue. My phone was broke when I threw it from my positions to the walls. I don't know what to do anymore.

I don't think if I can recover from this. I was too weak because I thought our love is forever that I didn't prepare for this possible event.

"If he's a gold digger why were you crying too hard? Slap him that he is just a piece of shit," Kaia says with concern in her voice.

"Your tears last night is enough... Someone took a video of you and posted it on the internet," Jolie showed me her phone.

I handed it while my hands are shaking. It was a video of mine while I was crying. I read some comments, some were feel bad of me, some were throwing a hatred words.

'Pick me girl style.'

'She's my schoolmate before. Gosh, she never change. She still like attention.'

And lastly to the man behind my tears. 'I can't, why she needs to cry in public, LOL.'

He was the who wipes my tears before and feel me his warmth. Everything happens now was opposed than before. His words now were opposed to his sweet messages and promises to me.

"That's not make sense, Joe. She's just hurting." Kaia grabbed the phone to me before she gave it back to Joelie.

"I just want to show to her how shit her ex is! Denise, you don't need his fucking love," Joelie said in her soft tone.

"If I saw him face to face, expect that his face will be ruin before his wedding happen." Kaia folded her fingers in her anger. "Don't believe in the comment section, you are a precious with a power woman."

Amidst of the dark of my life, a woman who is a piece of glass right now... I still have people who can be my voice to be the reason to whole myself. It wasn't be a short period of time and I was not even sure if it will be whole again.

'Love, my love wasn't enough but I will make my best to pour your heart with love. Don't you ever chase someone just because of the love, let them chase you to love you.'

He always reminds me about his love. I was contented and enough. I am loved because he always makes me feel loved. Yet, as he broke up with me, he changed his words into hatred.

"I need to talk him one more time," I said, pleasing them through my eyes.

Maybe reaching him will makes me whole again.